Striving For Awesomeness.

Can We Pretend That Airplanes In The Night Sky Are Like Shooting Stars?

2012-01-06T15:54:00.001-08:00

I'm back!
With a brand new rapp.
Haha suddenly feel like reviving this good old piece of crap.
Dunno why but i suddenly feel drawn to all types of social networks.

So hit me up on Twitter! (@iskandarahito) , on Path! (Iskandar Path) or Facebook! (Iskandar Original).
Or u could try Friendster!
Haha its like mat/minah central now.

So, just a quick revival before i really start digging into this big boy.
Needa go school now.

And 2 more days to olvl results!
GAAH

2011-04-11T04:02:00.000-07:00

I am ~~am not~~ am ~~am not~~ am ~~am not~~ am ~~am not~~ am ~~am not~~ addicted to facebook :D

2010-11-17T21:40:00.000-08:00

Wohoho! :D

Okay okay first of all

this blog is dead as hell

and my computer is spoiled

jus to , u know

kill time

nothing to do

waiting for my new comp :D
hurray

IN THE MEAN TIME!

music music music

haha

oh, training 2mr! means soccer!

yea baby!

Where's My Self-Confidence?

2010-07-22T04:59:00.000-07:00

tsk. jus wen u tot u had it all, things jus go down hill

dammit man wad happened to me?

i feel like my life jus hit rock bottom again/ :/

all started wen i sucked at soccer again

i keep missing the ball.

dammit man

then, my studies.

i keep falling asleep

and i couldnt understand most of the things

its jus like aftr campcraft :/

next, my physical fitness!

it jus went down UBER downhill

omgwtf man

then, im damn bored nowadays

i feel like im irritating everybody

and when i talk, i feel annoying

especially wen i talk to HER

i feel damn stupid, annoying and retarded

im sry, i wish i wasnt so boring to u :(

then i cld talk more

im sry im so annoying

im sry im so boring

then again, no ones gna read this anyway

haiz. life is so unfair

Barney Stinson, you are awesome.

2010-07-17T10:43:00.000-07:00

Fine. This is a random post.

I srsly respect this man, man.

He is AWESOME.

coz he's got all this witty one liners.

basically, he's like one ball of ...

nvrm u still get it haha.

"Barney, do you hav a cold?"

"I'm fine. My nose was overflowing with awesome and i had to get some out of it"

pure. gold.

"Hi. Have you met me?"

hahahahaha

~Battant pour nos vie~

2010-07-17T10:09:00.000-07:00

Speech Day has really taken a toll on me.

Damn glad its finally over.

So yeah, ppl prob noticed i've been more than "agitated" these past week

maybe i probably get pissed off quite easily. hahackz.

but whatever, i'll probs be more happier in days to come.

yay to happiness :D

So yeah. I've been trying to "find myself" lately

and this will probably be another "boring" post.

but hell yeah, this is MY blog :D

Haha so much has gripped me this past.

So many "original things" are truely me hahackz.

other than the nice "wohoho"

theres even "hahackz" and "lolx"

but wadeva/ i'll probably write a song about it

"With every step, I begin finding myself~"

So many events this past.

we hav begun truely exposing ourselves to ppl

i hav learnt the ugly truth and the "other side" of my frens

what they're willing to do.

I hav also realised the full extent of what I can do

when im pissed. angry. whatever.

and thus emotion is a weakness :)

I WANT TO BE A FREAKING BILLIONAIRE!!!!!

NOTHING BUT SOCCER BABEH.

2010-07-11T04:50:00.000-07:00

Wohoho~

LOL so long nvr update.

been lazy haha.

not so much to talk about anyway.

okay so today had some Expo road marshall thing

damn sian lah the thing

didnt exactly do much

except maybe held the door for the VIPs into the restaurant haha.

okay i'll skip this part la.

all u need to noe, was that i created Door Drills, and Spectacle Drills. muahaha.

so okay. the best part happened wen we reached school

since all the lifts and staircase locked, me and Solihin and Nabil climbed up. wohoho malays haha.

so yeah, after that played soccer. DAMN FUN.

havent played since 4 weeks ago? hehe

so yeah.

first we played at feild.

haha im getting my skills back wohoho.

played winger, passed to Nabil and Sol.

i got strike ah haha.

OH YEAH!

i did my p5 style of playing

the slide-strike

i slide, then strike the ball.

AND GOAL!!!

solihin and Nabil owned obv haha.

then we moved on to the ISH.

i gained possession alot.

this time i play Striker/winger.

SOlihin striker.

Nabil played back.

Brian winger. Congrats Brian national 5th position shooter :D

Sanjeev keeper xD hahaha epic

but he didn't do much anw. the ball rarely went our half

what with Nabil's epic defending.

and my pro possession. cheyy haha.

oh yeah. the whole day, it was Sec 3s vs Sec 2s. haha epic sia!

at ISH, it was

Me, Nabil, Sol, Brian, Sanjeev against Arifin, Gary, Zachary, Julson,

LOL anw, Solihin scored 2, his kicks damn powerful and one of his goals damn nice.

Nabil scored one, he solo from the other side. haha typical.

I scored one. Damn nice haha.

from the other side, i dribble to the Sec 2, then go AROUND the goal post, volleyed the ball around Arifin and Gary, passed to Sol.

He volleyed the ball over Arifin's foot, to me. I caught it with left foot, passed it behind me to my right foot, veered it around Gary, then to my left foot, to my right foot and shot in between Arifin and Julson.

GOAL!!!! hahaha

damn nice

so yeah, today was awesome. 5 hours of soccer man!!!

during the last 10 mins of play, Julson tripped me haha.

Now i got bruises on my shoulder (how did it get there?), knees, hands and foot. haha

after that sec 2s left

me, Arifin, Sanjeev, Nabil and SOl played like 1 more hour of basketball. epic sia! we taupoked Sanjeev haha.

Then Nabil and Sanjeev got into a fight haha,

Nabil damn pissed then go home

Me, SOl and Sanjeev played soccer for abit, then talked for awhile, then go macs haha

TODAY WAS AWESOME!!!

yeah haha :D

one of the best days EVER.

STCGROUP1HOTPINKISAWESOME

2010-06-26T00:19:00.000-07:00

"You and me, we like the same kind of music
That's why we, make a good you and me
We got style, baby we know how to use it
That's why we, make a good you and me

You know what I'm going to say before my mouth even makes a sound
And that's why we make a good you and me

You and me, we couldn't stand being normal
That's why we, make a good you and me
We both laugh, at the most random situations
That's the key, baby don't you agree?

You know what I'm going to say before my mouth even makes a sound
And that's why we make a good you and me
I know from the sound of your breathing exactly what you are feeling
This is why we make a good you and me
Make a good you and me
Make a good you and me
You and me

Ah ah ah ah
You and me, all we need is each other
That's why we, make a good you and me

You know what I'm going to say before my mouth even makes a sound
And that's why we make a good you and me
I know from the sound of your breathing exactly what you are feeling
This is why we make a good you and me
Make a good you and me
Make a good you and me
You and me"

-You And Me, Plain White T's

STC!!!!

Wohoho! The most awaited event of the year

i'll say the same as last year tho

The events didnt make it nice

it was spending time with your frens thru the activities which were :D

So yeah this year im in the awesome Group 1

wohoho haha

same grp as Darren, Sabrina and DIllon again.

So yeah its

Darren

Sabrina

Pei Shan

Sharifah

Christopher

LEe Jiang

Dillon

Felicia

MArcus the asshole

Charles

...

damn it i forgot the rest :P

wohoho sorreh ppl!

anw, not much on teh first day la

We just pitched our tents, lots of admin stuff, getting to noe, u noe, the usual first-day stuff.

at night were the usual ice breakers

haha damn fun

that was when we decided our group name

HOT-PINK

baik arh Darren haha

so yeah anyway

>>>>

2nd not much also

missed the jetty jump :(

coz it was raining

eff la &$^&(*&((*&^$$& i wanted to effing do it sia!

walao eh wad if its jus a little rain!

kk fine anw

we did the Intermediate Ropes

wanted to do the 3rd course, but did the first instead

wanted to see how fast i could do :D

not bad eh, 3 mins u noe

haha

so then it was the Land X

damn funny! haha.

Group 1 is damn fun ah srsly

so yeah the rest of the day was team building and the camp preparation

haha

....

...

u noe wad, im damn lazy to post sia

(just like last year haha)

so anw, our group performance was not bad haha

quite good actually

haha can't say here

secret wohoho

anw i still remember her spastic face

during the "Rainbow!"

hahahaah damn cute sia

wohoho~

so yeah anw Lee Jiang and Darren were damn funny during the camp

the rest were awesome

one cant be described ;D

others i dun have the words.

and some are just plain assholes :D

im gna miss my group haha

Everyone and the awesome 3 days we had together.

its been great guys, srsly

haha

STC has been great

srsly

thanks guys :D

thats all folks

want to hear more?

talk to me, lets hang out :)

wohoho ciao!

PKHFSLMSCANDTHEGIRL.

2010-06-19T09:00:00.001-07:00

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus]

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

[Chorus]

-Just So you Know, Jesse McCartney

-------> Song in the Music Player

(Press menu)

HEY!

WOHOHO! Now I get it!

WHOO!

hahaha

that's wad I've had a habit of saying nowadays.

haha guess i got infected by the "bug"

but, oh well, WOHOHO!

haha

So yeah, we had PK and HFS last tuesday and wednesday

one word. BORING. SIOL.

okay thats 2 words.

but nvrm.

anw, quite eventful

like the SPF guy, he's damn nice and fun

haha

anw, got ppl who are (what to say are)....STUPID?

srsly lah, u all retarded or people? huh?

WOHOHO! haha

so yeah

cnfrm pass oredi

and i gt 2 handphone straps! haha

so yeah not much to say anw,

we move on to the better event..

LMSC!!!!!!

It's held at CCHSM

its damn nice

anw first day was damn boring siol.

gt nothing on.

LECTURES. MODULES.

yeah wadeva

anw i was put in SQUAD ONE

with the best HO ever - HO BRIAN!

yeah haha

so yeah SQUAD ONE

- Iskandar (Incre)

-Darren (Delu)

- Sabrina (Slow)

-Marissa (Myste)

-Hui Ying (High)

-Calvin (Carni)

-Nurul (Nice)

-JunJie (Jovi)

-Sean (Super)

-Siang Hwee (Smart)

-Douglass (Dilli)

-Darren (Dyna)

-Hui Khuan (Happy)

-Kai Xian (Kenta)

-Ramesh (Revo)

-Lionel (Leader)

My Squad is awesome man. They are Incredible. haha

WOHOHO!

anw, got alot of stuff happen la

and damn lucky to be grouped with her haha :D

oh i also found out im a Dominant

find out urself wad it is. haha

so yeah

the 2 days were awesome, almost like ATC.

not looking forward to STC :(

so yeah

Saw the song lyrics up there?

yeah thats exactly how i feel man,

i dunno whether to give up, or wait for 5 years

coz according to em, she has no interest

she'll probably hav interest in 5 years? haha

anw, i doubt i can giv up on her

i like her too much

She's damn pretty, her face is so nice

Her voice is so...haizz.

And she's like so nice, and all

haizzz haha

okay okay

i shall stick to it then

coz no matter what i'll always hav my sights on her

im not changing

coz she's the only girl to have made me feel this way.

the only one

so yeah ppl

thats all

i'll probably elaborate more like

aafter STC?

okay, ciao!

WOHOHO!

2010-06-16T22:19:00.001-07:00

hello

I'm lazy to update until my modem gets fixed.

so until then, nah.

haha, so yeah, byez!

When You Need A Wish :)

2010-06-04T23:12:00.001-07:00

The best pokemon song ever :D

Bash, Water and Shooting :D

2010-05-21T06:06:00.000-07:00

Hey wads happening people?

Zing! Yeah! hi-5! no?... I was just fixing my hair. :D

so, this few days been damn fun

other than hours of slack time, and disastrous results

yeah, damn fun

one thing, we had an official "Bash Day" yesterday

It was wen the team of me, Nic Tay, Nic Lim, Nurdin,Bernie, Anmol, Syahid and others started grabbing people suddenly, carry them in the air, pull of their shoes & socks (sometimes their belts) and tickle them like ass

haha

damn funny

some of the people who kena were Eugene, Haziq, Brendan, Rajiv.

Then we turned on our own haha

Nic Tayand Bernie kena 2 times

Nurdin and Anmol and Nic Lim kena

but me and syahid escape :P haha

to add to fun, we carried people who walked in

haha

ubai kena

then Ryen Ho

that asshole

haha damn funny i pulled off his belt woots~

So yeah

half hour later, he came for revenge

he sprayed water at Nic Tay thru the window from the balcony connecting our two classes

Nic Tay bloody pissed

never seen him so pissed ever.

but Ryen was trapped

His class betray and locked him out!

haha

then Nic Tay spray water at him

Ryen was laughing. Not for long haha.

Nic Lim and Bernie tackled him at the balcony

then me and Syahid carried him

then anmol pulled off his shoes

together, we dragged him inside our class.

as soon at the back of class, the five of us dispersed

then 5 different people came and EMPTIED their bottles over him

then they dispersed

then Tim came and emptied his bottle on Ryen"s face

haha!

then they had one-on-one battle

after that Hadi dragged him away to their class

he was so bloody soaked ah

like he took a shower in his clothes

haha xD xD xD

then Mrs Lim entered our class

"Who sprayed water on Ryen?"

"But he sprayed on one of our classmates first ma'am"

"Oh so then he deserved it"

hahahahahahahahahahaha

damn effing funny

so yeah.

then Anmol say the epic line of all

that was so true

"You fuck with one of 3G, you fuck with the whole of 3G"

hahahahaha xD xD xD so true man.

so yeah today

had shooting training

we did our regular shooting trainings

my arms feel so powerfull :D ;D

haha

then left one hour, we played counter strike with the guns

haha xD

i "killed" benja, derek, and darren haha xD

got killed 2 times

haha damn fun ah cant wait for next week

woots~

"Vete a la mierda con uno de 3G. vete a la mierda con todo 3G"

Spanish Counter Camper :D

2010-05-18T07:08:00.000-07:00

hey ppl

really enjoyed my after exams haha

today had 7 hours of TRYBE again

haizz haha its veh boring

but had lots of self-motivatin and leadership principles.

haha so yeah, overall, 5 stars

"Zing! Yeah! Hi-5! no? I was just fixing my hair."

haha

after school, went to Katong LAN with Hadi, Suhair, Solihin, Weiquan, Nikhil, Hakim and Brandun.

Damn fun ah haha.

Nikhil and weiquan damn pro

haha im one of the above average at least

we were playing Counter Strike: Source

Im the sniper guy a.k.a camper.

haha

damn syiok kill Hadi over and over and suhair oso

he keep dying at same spot haha

then revenge me

then gt hakim, the noobest

haha

over all, damn fun

but still cant beat weiquan and nikhil ah haha

they bloody effing pro

so yeah, blowed 4 bucks for the play

dun mind blowing another next week or somtime just for it

damn fun woots~ haha

on a diff note,

im learning Spanish!

haha hi-5 Keeve!

Zing! Yeah! hi-5! no? I was just fixing my hair.

haha xD

so yeah

hasta la próxima vez, hasta luego hermanos y hermanas!

Luchar Por Impresionantes

2010-05-16T06:59:00.000-07:00

"Just don't give up I'm workin it out
Please don't give in, I will let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me~"

-Whattaya want from me, Adam Lambert

He tenido mis buenos momentos.

Ive tenía mi los malos.

Incluso he vuelto emo por unos días.

He visto la vida en miles de puntos de vista diferentes.

Pasado por el infierno tal como es.

Pasado por algunas cosas que no entiendo aun si usted intentó

Me he aislado.

El pensamiento a través de mi vida

nimaginé que camino yo estaba dispuesto a tomar

trataron de cortar las conexiones de todos

para serenarme

encontrarme a mí mismo

He hecho un montón de errores

y estoy tirando de vuelta de esta fase

pero no soy el tipo que solía ser

diferentes sí

pero su todavía me

siendo el hombre amante de la diversión que todos ustedes saben

siendo el chico sociable i una vez fue

y se

hacer que la gente listo!

El chico impresionante está de vuelta

mejor que nunca

pero todavía con cicatrices grandes

gracias a Syafiqah y Ying Hui

que eran los únicos que me ayude

tirar de mí a cabo de esta fase y la basura de los problemas

2010-05-12T06:42:00.000-07:00

Hello :D

I've deleted the other post, the one with my song

i scared ppl copy de.

haha

so instead, i 'll be putting the titles of the songs i've made,

and the tunes they are sung to :D

enjoy. haha

The HERO album, by Iskandar BiLLy.

1) Not A Hero Everyday

by tune of 21 Guns

2) You're My Sidekick

by tune of Baby

3) Villains

by tune of Viva La Vida

4) Heroes VS Villains

by tune of Lucky

The Pasir Ris Library Study Group :) (PRLSG) EPISODE 2

2010-05-08T06:43:00.000-07:00

"It's not enough to take the one you love for granted
You must remind her, or she'll be inclined to say...
"How do I know he loves me?"
(How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you love her?)
"How do I know he's mine?"
(How does she know that you really, really, truely love her?)

Well does he leave a little note to tell you you are on his mind?
Send you yellow flowers when the sky is grey? Heyy!
He'll find a new way to show you, a little bit everyday
That's how you know, that's how you know!
He's your love... "

That's How You Know, Amy Adams

Hello

Spent the day in library again

Really 100% into the studying

so yeah

first had andalus in the morning

screwed up my group's ppresentation

we ony had 5 minutes of preparation anyway :P

besides syawqina's grp, our presentation was like eff-ed up crap :P

so yeah

at 3pm reached library

took 20 minutes to find a study spot

damn crowded like sardine liddat

so theni found a spot aftr someone left

then did 4 hours of study until 6.30 pm.

damn concentrated like 100%

at 6.30 i tot i wanted to leave

no Iman, Nurdin, Hadi or Suhair so i tot no fun rite? haha

so yeah wen leaving i passed by the yellow bench

Then see someone lying on the floor wearing jacket

i stare at him, he stare at me

then it was suhair!

haha xD

cancelled my decision to go home

both of us mugged there at the yellow bench

listen to music while 97% study

the other 3% i tell him bout history he tell me bio haha xD

at 8pm nurdin came

studied at the green tables.

at 8.25 me and suhair left

so yeah :D

gained alot of history knowledge haha

so yeah. 5 days of mugging left

then par--teeeeehhhhh!!!!

JABBAWOCKEEZ!!

The Pasir Ris Library Study Group :) (PRLSG)

2010-05-05T07:12:00.000-07:00

Hello =)

My SS, El p1 and HML p3 are over :) yay

so yeah. Taking a break from studying again haha.

Jus came back frm studying in Pasir Ris library.

Studied there from 4pm to 9pm.

Studied with Hadi, Suhair, Nurdin and Iman.

Joined by Syahid and Adli at 8pm

SO yeah.

2mr's HML p1 and p2

oh fuck. peribahasa =.=|||

sec 1 2 and 3 one eh!

Haiz.

anyway, spent 7pm to 9pm memorizing em

and even aftr all dat, i still gt 1/4 more to go

haha

serves me right for studying chem first :P

srsly, chem is the GIANT wall i gotta break :(

for now i getting help from Hadi with chem

and help from Suhair with physics.

haha

so yeah

exams finish at 11am 2mr

gonna rush down straight to pasir ris library

then immediately start mugging my ultimate doom- Chemistry :(

so if anyone wants to find me, you know where ;D

haha

Looks like its gonna be me, Hadi, Suhair, Nurdin and Iman in pasir ris library haha

the PRL study grp :D

i noe hannan, faris, nabil, hadi taha and syahrul travel at homes

homes are distracting

PRL ftw!

haha

kk gonna go off now

memorise peribahasa

all 40 of em :(

k bye :D

Can I Be Your IronMan In the Library Too?

2010-05-03T06:50:00.000-07:00

hello =)

Taking a break from studying now :)

Went to library today

but actually, library was ony 2 hours :P

2day was actually damn slack

okay reached library at 11am

met Nic Tay, Rajiv, Ren Jie and Derek Tai.

Started studying SS.

Rajiv damn joke, nvr even study ah!

walk around, bout choco chip milk shake

got screwed by the librarian coz of it.

Bernie came later

then i switched to A maths

Nurdin came

and i switched to chem x.x

didnt noe wad to study

damn funny ah bastarding rajiv and the librarians xD

at 1pm we left library

met Syaf and Muz on the way

Rajiv sneaked away, went home

haha

so yeah.

Then me, Nic Tay, Derek Tai, Ren Jie, Bernie and Nurdin went to Kallang Leisure Park

went to book the IronMan tickets,

Damn joke ah xD

we made jokes about everyone we saw there

haha

then we ate KFC,

Nic Tay lend me 50 cents to buy shrooms burger :(

sry ah i malay no money xD

so yeah

aftr dat we went arcade, played random games,

gt one old women playing the drums xD

then Derek Tai gt owned in the basketball game

haha

so yeah

then we walked around the place.

made fun of Derek Tai, the ppl there.

Then we went to watch the movie

Damn nice ah, better then the other one, the first

its damn funny haha

gt drunk ironman xD

haha

so yeah

aftr dat

Me, Bernie, Nurdin and Nic Tay took 31 back

and here we are.

haha 2mr im devoting to study

hardcore study xD xD

so yeah, bye!

Continued from Expensive Fullerton Toilets :)

2010-04-28T07:44:00.000-07:00

Hey
u noe the previous post?
Yeah bout the joke RhapsodyIX outing?
haha yeah the pics are out
all contain ony me, nic and darren
but u can see how fun it was
haha xD
so yeah. They're in nic's profile
heres the link (if u can access it)

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=297209&id=100000042861157#!/album.php?aid=20218&id=100000042861157&page=2

so yeah. dats all
xD bye

The Expensive Fullerton toilet :)

2010-04-26T05:31:00.000-07:00

"It starts with
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time

All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away

It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Or wasted it all just to watch you go

I kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when

I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter"

-In The End, Linkin Park (The legend)

Hey :D

Had a damn fun day yesterday

and slack day today ^^

Okay okay yesterday

<<<<<<<<<<

going to see Rhapsody IX

had a LONG LONG wait from 7am to 5pm

met Darren at 5,30

he wearing the same formal attire again

so yeah

met nic when the train passed bedok

had a long train ride there

damn fun talking and teasing darren

(gt 3 pronunciation ^^ koom kaam and kem xD)

so yeah

reached raffles interchange

walked around

entered fullerton

then camwhored at the BLOODY EXPENSIVE TOILETS

and the staircases haha xD

srsly the toilets are more expensive than my house ah xD xD

anw, then we walked around the place

looked at the briges and stuff

pretended to be tourists xD

nic was british, darren was american and i was their singaporean guide xD

haha so yeah

then the event

met many familiar faces

ting jie, dev, lee jiang, jun yang, hafiz, david, chin, and all la

damn la hafiz took a candid photo of me x.x

haha

so yeah

Rhapsody IX was so nice ah!

i requested encore

there was, but i missed it :(

Those performing were jing ye, jia lok, ak, jason, ck, doug. micheal, brian csw, MUS! and others la

haha

jing ye threw his hat into the crowd! damn funny xD

haha

so yeah

Nic sat on the GOH seat xD

and i sat at his wife's seat xD

kk aftr dat we went to the Helix!!!!

OMG DAMN NICE AH!

all the lights and stuff

but along the way to there

(we had to take the long way coz gt F1, and coz we went the wrong way once)

we CAMWHORED!

:DDDDDDDD

haha i took photo with so many stuffz

me and nic took turns taking photos of each other

damn funny xD

photos will be on facebook soon

check em out! haha

anw, on the way

i acted retarded xD

pretended i was a tourist

i chased a bus shouting "TAK-SEE!!!"

it's actually "taxi" but in a damn wierd accent xD

along the way me and darren talked in random babble

"Waterishedofilamendikunkuntagiloperafin?"

hahah xD xD xD xD

then we like pointed at stuff and went "OOOOHHHH!!!"

haha it was bloody joke ah xD xD

Yeah then went we finished our fake tourist visit,

we went around to look for a place to supper

we considered macs

then we took a whole half hour to find a bloody place to eat xD

so yeah

aftr getting lost and exhausted, we settled for 7-11 xD xD

yeah so then we took the long mrt back home :)

OMG srsly

it was a damn fun day

a really memoriable day

cherishing it with my 2 awesome best frens

Darren Tan P K and Nicholas Yuen K H

thx guys for the memories

hahax xD

Oh yeah on a totally diff note

I jus read chri's blog

he says how life is incomplete without NPAP

and how life cant go back to normal aftr it

well, forgot campcraft?

it cannot absolutely go back to normal aftr campcraft

i mean, we see each other everyday for 3 whole months

on a technicality, we hav had more trainings than u did

we everyday walk down to the pitch

everyday we trained

everyday we knew we had something to look forward to in the aftrnn

now, we find ourselves walk down to the pitch

then remembering we dun hav campcraft

all the happy memories :)

we bonded, got to noe each other

and we won. we won with the effort we put in.

we won as a team

so, in my terms,

iit isnt actually complete without campcraft :)

2010-04-23T05:40:00.000-07:00

"Tonight it's very clear
As we're both lying here
There's so many things I want to say
I will always love you
I would never leave you alone

Sometimes I just forget
Say things I might regret
It breaks my heart to see you crying
I don't wanna lose you
I could never make it alone

I am a man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero you're dreaming of
We'll live forever
Knowing together that we
Did it all for the glory of love

You'll keep me standing tall
You'll help me through it all
I'm always strong when you're beside me
I have always needed you
I could never make it alone

I am a man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero you've been dreaming of
We'll live forever
Knowing together that we
Did it all for the glory of love

Just like a knight in shining armor
From a long time ago
Just in time I will save the day
Take you to my castle far away

I am a man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero you're dreaming of
We're gonna live forever
Knowing together that we
Did it all for the glory of love

We'll live forever
Knowing together that we
Did it all for the glory of love

We did it all for love ~"

-Glory Of Love, New Found Glory ( Rock Version)/ Peter Catera (classic version)

OMG such an old song

just like I Believe I Can Fly

But like they say, 80's songs are da best haha

i was addicted to the above song in primary 5

such a long time ago hahaz

remember sitting on the mattress

and listenin to my bro's mp3 to this song

brings back so much memories

aaaahhhh... haha xD

anw that song is damn touching

specially the lyrics. haha

damn meaningfull.

ANYWAY

nothing special happened today

other than screwing up my summary

aftr friday prayers, went to bedok macs

met jj nic darren there

aaftr eating my Budget Meal™, me and darren went to his house

for first hour did nothing but skim his fb page

then i recommended watching Kick-Ass

OMG 5 STARS MAN!!!

haha

its a damn nice movie.

Comedy + action + violence + profanity+ crap

awesomest movie ever!!

haha

recommend u all to watch, srsly

its a straight 5 stars man.

reached home juz nw

quick nap

now watching Etoile vs SAF

SAF suck la, keep faking injury

Etoile is damn good

but they my 2nd fav grp

fav is still the ultimate Tampines Rovers! haha

rite now, Etoile is one goal up.

C'mon Etoile, thrash em.

Stupid SAF, keep faking injury. haha

can;t wait for Etoile vs Rovers

Damn nice. Then we see some real action. haha

so yeah

ROVERS ALL THE WAY MAN!!!

anw on sunday gonna be watching choir rhapsody

dunno why i watching anw

our sch choir all boys =.=|||

if gt girls okay la

haha kk nvrm

Rovers + Etoile = awesomeness :P

2010-04-18T04:00:00.000-07:00

"You're beautiful. You're beautiful.

You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with
a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I
should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you~"

-You're Beautiful, James Blunt

Hey.

Had a really long day yesterday

haha

all-in-all, what NPAP to me was that it SUCKED

blame the blue seats

blame the retarded st pats sitting in front of us

blame the NPAP ppl and the grandstand ppl who DIDNT go out of Harmony Hall so WE could take photos too

yeah it sucked. badly

i gott admit, this is a very stupid first impression

well sorry guys

i sucks to me

so wadeva

i dun wanna REMEMBER npap anymore

hmph

whoever said it was so great, LIED.

so yeah

In the morning, went to keeve's house

played one round of bowling

haha caught up in points in last few bowls :p

take that keeve

then went to the DAMN TINY arcade

beat him on Soccer :p

his goalkeeper own goal :p

hahaha

so yeah

the stupid machine swallow my coins :/

then played time crisis

damn i lost to keeve

hahaha

went back to his house

he polished my boots

can see our faces xD haha

Sparkle!!

(his dog) xD

so yeahh

then his dad sent us to sch

took the bus

----skip the crap event-----

Everyone took the bus back

chatted with Adela on the way back

forgot what we talked about haha

the chung cheng ppl were monkeying at the back

haha

stupid st pats :P

haha

so yeah

dat was the end of the day, where the highlight was supposed to the the crappy event

but turned out, the highlights were the bus back, and at serangoon

haha :P

NOOOOOOO!!!!!

2010-04-14T05:21:00.000-07:00

No :(

i have most of the symptons of H1N1!!!!!!

no!!!!

symptons:-

1- Fever

2- sore throat

3- headache

4- muscle ache

5-chills and fatigue

OMG!!!!

no x.x

ppl.

help me pray its not h1n1!!!

please T.T

H1N1 :(

2010-04-13T04:56:00.000-07:00

"You know you love me,I know you care
Just shout whenever, And I'll be there
You want my love, You want my heart
And we will never ever ever be apart"

-Baby, Justin Beiber

Damn. Im sick :(
Yesterday my fren came to sch aftr 3 weeks MC
said he had H1N1
and then
I WAS SITTING NEXT TO HIM ALL DAY
now im sick
muscle cramps, headaches, runny nose, fever, dry cough.
x.x
but can still go down and cheer tomorrow
as a Red Shirt :D

so yeah. Had PE today
did 5 stations
GOLD! GOLD!
haha had 1 c, 3 b, and 2 a :DD

Sit-ups: 54, A :DDDDDDD(best ever!)
Pull-ups: 30, A :DDD (can do more!)
2.4 km: 11.39, B :DDDD (can be faster!)
sit-n-reach: 40, B :( (had back ache frm sickness :( )
shuttle run: 10.3, B :DDD woots!
SBJ: 208, C :( :( i hate you SBJ!

so yeah, 25 points :D
and all above c :D
so yeah. GOLD!
haha thats about all the interesting facts today
oh yeah, whacked Ryan's head today xD
(my junior)
hahaha

gonna watch NPAP on saturday
before that going bowling? haha
going for track and feild tmr!
yeah
skiping lessons haha xD

2010-04-09T08:16:00.000-07:00

"Ooooooo
I've been travelin,On this road to long
Just trying to find,My way back home
The old me Is dead and gone
Dead and gone
Ooooooo
I've been travelin,On this road to long
Just trying to find,My way back home
The old me,Is dead and gone
Dead and gone~"

-Dead and Gone, Justin Timberlake ft T.I.

(like the previous post, this song relates alot :) )

hello ;)

went to Police Bedok Div today

damn joke ah srsly

its like they joke around alot haha

we made the manjusri laugh oso

omg srsly that girl damn bitch sia.

like ezra say "I don't like bitches and i dun go near em" xD

so yeah, same here xD

then the guy show handcuffs.

Nabil : Looks damn fake.

instructor pull him out, cuff him hands behind the back

Instructor: now try get out ah

nabil struggle for a while, then say the epic line of the day

"IF I APPLY HEAT, IT WILL EXPAND AND I WILL BE ABLE TO SLIP OUT"

xD xD xD xD HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH joke sia!

haha then gt the gun

nabil say fake again

then gt funny thing happen ahahxD

mg seriously epic ah

so yeah

aftr dat reached sch watched the EL debate

VS lost :(

they got off-point :(

i love watching debates man :D

oh, and watching cricket too :D

so yeah

aftr that slacked around the school until 8pm and then go home :D

haha dats all.

see the pics of me. Darren and Keeve @ the gym and pool on FACEBOOK :D

hahas

I'll keep waiting till just for you.

2010-04-08T06:29:00.001-07:00

"You accept that they've, got things to do
But sometimes in the end there's nothing left for you
If hurt is missing your baby
I've done too much of it lately

Every minutes like an hour
Every hours like a day
Every day lasts forever
But what else am I gonna do
I'd wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up
I can't eat, I can't sleep
What else could it be missing you so deep
Long as I'm where you're going to
I'd wait forever and a day for you
I wait up, wait up for you~"

-Everybody in Love, JLS.

(omg this song relates alot :D )

Hi!

Had a full-day today

that means

NO SCHOOL :D

haha

and yeah, no team 1 champion outing :(

but who cares? haha xD

went to gym with Amigo Brothers today

went to Keeve's club's gym

so many facilities! omg!

usually i train at home, jus me, the floor, and the public staircase :D

haha

did 4 km on the runnig machine

felt so good :D

damn wished i could do 8 km

but dats next time :D

haha

did pull-ups, and all the machines to train my arms, legs and importantly, ABS! xD

haha

so yeah

Keeve is damn pro, seriously

superman!

haha

so yeah

aftr dat, keeve blanja us milkshakes

damn nice ah!

haha best milkshakes ever

thanks keeve!

so yeah

then went to a bar to play pool

first time i go inside bar O.o

all filled with beers and stuff (haram!)

so yeah

Darren and Keeve played two games

i watch

(partly coz i suck and oso i dun wanna hav another 'incident" again. haha)

so yeah

aftr dat, goodbyes and me and darren had a loooooooooooooong ride home

the end :D

darren will be posting the photos soon :D

see ya

oh damn, i havent polished my boots! O.o

2mr going police bedok div

must polish!

kk bye :D

So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape~

2010-04-06T05:28:00.000-07:00

"Now she my miss America,
Now can I be her soldier please,
I'm fighting for this girl,
On a battlefield of love,
Don't it look like baby cupid sendin arrows from above,
Don't you ever leave the side of me~~"

-Down, Jay Sean

Hellos =)

Ran my 2.4 test today

damn, sprained my ankle halfway :/

not so satisfied with my timing

somewhere between 11.30 - 12.00

:/ damn

but nvrm, its a confirm B :D

means i can get gold

so if my other 5 stations get B or A

(which i intend to )

then confirm get gold :D

haha moving on

im catchin up on A maths!!

i cant believe it

i answered all the questions my effing teacher threw at me :D

CORRECTLY! :DDD

haha

will be missing awhole day's lesson 2mr :/

coz going to cricket to support :D

"lets go r-r-r-r-ajiv lets go! " xD

haha inside joke la xD

so yeah then there's a full-day on thurs :D

pure golden

campcraft champions outing :D

but still not finalised what we watching :/

wth sia

so yeah haha

(omg i still like her x.x)

(sheesh why cant i stop thinking about her x.x)

(haizz will she ever like me?)

(i really dun think so......)

2010-04-05T05:35:00.000-07:00

"I Want To Love You
Pretty Young Thing
You Need Some Lovin'
Tender Lovin' Care
And I'll Take You There
I Want To Love You
Pretty Young Thing
You Need Some Lovin'
Tender Lovin' Care
I'll Shake You There~~"

-P.Y.T. (pretty young thing) Michael Jackson :D

hellos :D

tomorrow is NAPFA

damn, i havent trained yet :(

i'll try to get 1 hour of trainng before sch :(

anw, still waiting for the thursday thing

wad i see, not yet finalised :(

haiz

wednesday gonna skip lesson support cricket finals :D

haha yeah Red Shirts r the best! xD

then thursday full day + movie thing xD yeah

(omg i still like her eh x.x)

(srsly, i tot i was over this x.x)

(why do i still like her x.x)

so yeah

Fiqo's wanting a new hairstyle

hmmm wad looks good on her wad u think ppl?

haha xD she wants cut short

will look ah-lianish xD

but who cares?

what ppl think of themselves are more important :)

so yeah.

try recommending her ppl xD

so dats it i think

i think im damn screwed for 2mr

nvr do alot of stuff ><

plus gt the chem shit i nvr do coz gt stuff gg on

haha

so dats it

(omg i still like her ><)

(i pray pray hard i she can accept me x.x)

so yeah :D

When once just isn't enough~

2010-04-04T07:38:00.000-07:00

Recently, ive been spouting random quotes :D

i dunno why xD

oh and good news ppl!

i FINALLY listen to paramore xD

yeah damn slow rite??

haha dats jus me xD

i feel like ived changed somehow :(

for the better that is :D

cant wait for Team 1 outing this thursday :D

Oh yeah, im addicted to United State Of Pop 2009 xD

cant stop listening to it

im still watching Jabbawockeez tho xD

they damn good, srsly.

so yeah.

damn im lagging in homework

A LOT

gonna start serious work tomorrow

haha

i still think im not fit enough ah srsly

even tho my Family say i VEH fit

(which is not true)

so my target by the end of this week is:

60 sit ups in 1 minute

50 push-ups in 1 minute

7 chin-ups

40 inclined pull-ups

9 secs shuttle run

11 mins 2.4 run

so far im ony like 3-5 short of my above aims ^

NAPFA is this week and this are my aims ;D

wish me luck :D

i've gotta beat Keeve and Nabil in physical fitness

and then move on to beating Zhao Xuan and Benjamin

5th fittest in my squad eh :(

must go higher :D

hahaz

AND GROW EFFING TALLER

hm i wonder how good my personality is

frens say my personality is awesome

seniors disagree

but who cares? xD

anw my fitness is there

and my personality is good ( i think)

so left...

oh nvrm :)

haha

k dats about it

To Siti Nurbaisyah (if coincidentally she's reading this)

NO COPING FROM MY BLOG!

(refer to previous posts)

United State Of Pop 2009 :D

2010-04-04T00:22:00.000-07:00

The Black Eyed Peas - BOOM BOOM POW

Lady Gaga - POKER FACE

Lady Gaga Featuring Colby O’Donis - JUST DANCE

The Black Eyed Peas - I GOTTA FEELING

Taylor Swift - LOVE STORY

Flo Rida - RIGHT ROUND

Jason Mraz - I’M YOURS

Beyonce - SINGLE LADIES (PUT A RING ON IT)

Kanye West - HEARTLESS

The All-American Rejects - GIVES YOU HELL

Taylor Swift - YOU BELONG WITH ME

T.I. Featuring Justin Timberlake - DEAD AND GONE

The Fray - YOU FOUND ME

Kings Of Leon - USE SOMEBODY

Keri Hilson Featuring Kanye West & Ne-Yo - KNOCK YOU DOWN

Jamie Foxx Featuring T-Pain - BLAME IT

Pitbull - I KNOW YOU WANT ME (CALLE OCHO)

T.I. Featuring Rihanna - LIVE YOUR LIFE

Soulja Boy Tell ‘em Featuring Sammie - KISS ME THRU THE PHONE

Jay Sean Featuring Lil Wayne - DOWN

Miley Cyrus - THE CLIMB

Drake - BEST I EVER HAD

Kelly Clarkson - MY LIFE WOULD SUCK WITHOUT YOU

Beyonce - HALO

Katy Perry - HOT N COLD

I know you want pop, you want dance, you want rock and roll

You wanted boom boom? This year’s remix got symphonic soul

I got pop, I got dance, I got rockin’ electronic club beats,

I got hip-hop music with the future flow,

So don’t worry, even if the sky is falling down, down, down

Gonna be ok when it knocks you down, down, down,

So baby don’t worry, it’s alright, a-alright when it knocks you down

When you go down, when you go down down

No need to worry, just pick back up when you’re tumbling down, down, down (down, down)

It’s like I’ve been awakened

Every step I’m taking

Every rule I had you breaking

Every move I’m making

The risk that I’m taking

The chances I’m taking

With a big smile on my face

And it never seems out of place

Blame it on the pop, blame it on the dance, blame it on the rock and roll

Blame it on the rumba, so in sync with the symphonic soul

I like that pop, I like that bass, I like them rockin’ electronic club beats

Blame it on the hip-hop music with the future flow

Baby, don’t worry, it’s alright, a-alright when it knocks you down

Somewhere far along this road,

Stressed out, I wanna let it go, I feel down, down, down (baby are you down, down, down, down, down)

And oh, (hey) I’ve been traveling on this road too long (too long)

Just trying to find my way back home (back home)

The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone

I gotta feeling

Woo hoo

I found God

Blame it on the pop, blame it on the dance, blame it on the rock and roll

Blame it on the feeling of the music deep insi-i-i-ide your soul

We got the pop, we got the dance, we got the rockin’ electronic club beats

We got the hip-hop music with the future flow

People in the place

Put your put your hands in the air

Now put your hands up, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Forever united here,

Blame it on the po-po-po-po-poker face po-po-poker face

So live your life (hey!)

Let’s live it up (Ho!)

If you wanna get down (Hey!)

down (Ho!) down (Hey!)

Muh muh muh muh (Ho!)

I wanna get down, (hey!) down, down (Ho!)

So baby, don’t worry, it’s alright, a-alright when it knocks you down

When you go down, when you go down down

No need to worry, just pick back up when you’re tumbling down, down, down (down, down)

Blame it on the pop, blame it on the dance, blame it on the boom boom boom

Gotta get that rumba, blame it on the 808 with the boom boom boom

Gotta get that pop, gotta get that dance, gotta get that boom boom pow

I gotta get, I gotta get this year’s remix with the future sound.

I gotta feeling,

But I never really had a doubt,

that tonight’s gonna be a good night,

and I say the same thing every single time

you know that I could use somebody, (woo hoo)

Open up your plans and damn your free (Hey!)

Look into your heart and you’ll find love, love, love

Stop stop stop feeling down, down, down

Can’t you see love, love love?

Isn’t this easy feeling love, love love?

Down down down,

It’s like I’ve been awakened

Can’t you see every step I’m taking

Don’t be afraid

The risk that I’m taking

Can’t you see, I’ve had a little too much feeling down, down, down

Can’t you see every move I’m making

Every rule I had you breaking

Isn’t this easy feeling love, love, love

We’ll make it out of this mess.

Change your mind

Baby just say yes,

Da da da da da da da da da da..……

2010-04-02T05:48:00.000-07:00

hello.

I have such awesome frens xD

but i shall not drag on bout wad happened

i'll concentrate on the "lemon"

FINALLY

the CAmpcraft Team 1 outing is finally confirmed! xD

YAY

its during next week's full day xD

jus pure AWESOME

omg, campcrft brings back so much priceless memories...

but yeah

next week, seoul garden 1st, then movie

YEAH

at 11.00 am

woots cant wait~~

haha xD

but in the meantime i still gt the weekends to fulfill x.x

anyone wanna go out? x.x

im free :D

2010-04-01T06:46:00.001-07:00

When life throws you to the ground.

You pick yourself up, and smile into its face.

You don't fight back.

You smile. You shake hands. You walk off.

This is how i;ve been handling my life.

U see me smiling. Im not.

I am, but im not supposed to.

Yet i am.

I don;t wallow in self-pity

I pick myself up.

Even though i noe

that the whole world doesnt give a damn

even though the whole world

doesnt noe i exist.

:) life doesnt give u lemons for free. You have to climb that tree. Sometimes u suffer cuts, or u may fall. But doesnt everyone want that lemon?

2010-03-30T21:39:00.000-07:00

hello

2nd day of e-learning

finished everything except for english

bloody hell :/

i dun hav mic :/

so yeah. finished my SS jus now.

now ony left e maths homework i doin 2mr morning

and physics worksheet that i'll maybe do 2mr? xD

haha

omg seriously everyone is taking the Family seriously.

I mean, SRSLY.

Hui Ying keeps calling me brother

Adela keeps calling me son.

Stella keeps calling me nephew.

And Yen Ling keeps calling me daddy

xD xD xD

haha damn wad rite? Yeah the Family is still strong.

So yeah maybe i draw family tree?

______________

| |

Adela Stella

___________|__________________

| | | |

Keeve Iskandar/Billy Darren Hui Ying

Yen Ling

(as u can see, the tree is quite screwed up. but nvrm u get the idea ^^ )

so yeah. this is the Family tree :D for my family, dat is.

I dunno bout the rest xD

haha so yeah quite random xD

2010-03-28T08:24:00.000-07:00

Isnt my daughter so cute ^^
she keeps calling me DADDY
^^
i beginning to love my daughter more and more
always be happy
remember i'll always be there to support u if u need me
to talk to or anyth.

"its so lame but so fun"
:D

2010-03-27T07:32:00.001-07:00

its not everyday i get a daughter who has EVERYTHING/.
hahahah

i hav such a funny and awesome daughter haha xD ^^
my mum is so cool too ^^

VS Campcraft Team One. Sweet sweet victory~~

2010-03-26T07:34:00.000-07:00

2010-03-25T05:09:00.000-07:00

I found out I'm a Master Of Google {MOG}
its a organisation thing that declares you a member only aftr u found 100% of whatever ur finding
:P
i am a google master tho
every time i use it, confirm find one!
if can't find, its not there :p
haha.

2010-03-24T07:21:00.000-07:00

yeah.
pure wtfness =.=lll
quoted from my blog leh
THIS blog
wtf.
PFFFT.
well maybe they read this
maybe they dont.
the fact is i cant post freely anymore =.=lll
haiz
wad happened to free speech?

eff now what i post is being used agaisnt me
well, there goes my free mind.
now to lock em all up

(if u all think this post is real, its not, haha. ony joking la dey!)

( to the people in the pic above, at least TAG when u visit)

(and yes, i noe the goings-ons around facebook ;))

2010-03-24T00:50:00.000-07:00

Hello.
Life is back to normal i guess.
its hard to comprehend that
jus a few days ago, i had a a life ( i think?)
Strayed away from this maniacal computer screen
and actually lived my life with my frens

but now
I've gtn back my normal life
which i don't want
No money. No life. No phone. Nothing
just this bloody computer

a few weeks/days ago
i enjoyed my life
training my life out
going out and getting to noe the seniors
bonded with my campcraft team
knew things i never knew before
knew stuff i didnt want to
learned life lessons
gained loads of experiance
lived life

a few weeks/days ago
i had things to do
i trained to the fullest
i ganed the results

now
im bored. i gt nothing to do
i feel like ive lost a friend
a good good fren
NPCC/Campcraft was like my religion, my race, my blood
now i feel as if it has been torn from me :(

I'm going to miss the happy memories and the experiance
Joking with the team
laughing our heads off
getting screwed
screamed at
Gary's retardness
Derek's randomness and spasticness
Nabil's constant injuries and bastard
Jia Peng's attitude and stuff
making wee kwan talk
having fun playing "baseball" with nicholas

haizzzz

campcraft has changed me a lot
im probably not the guy you knew 3 months back
im happier now
(tho still wif probs)

Nic's gonna make a campcraft team 1 tribute video
with the song Baby
hahahaha

so yeah.
gonna leave it at that
cao

2010-03-22T07:23:00.000-07:00

Malaynese FTW :D
Baby baby baby oooooooohhhh~~~!!!!

2010-03-20T04:02:00.000-07:00

finals today.
WE BLOODY OWNED.
VS TEAM 1 1ST POSITION
VS TEAM 2 2ND POSITION.

yeah haha.
while we waited for the long horn
hearts beating
blood pumping
fingers shaking
(skilled fingers xD)

long horn
i lagged like 3 secs? coz my heart seemed to stop haha
quickly snatched my stuffs
30 twines under two minutes!!! OMG new record!
started tying my shear lash.
fastest and tightest i ever did arh~!
i channeled my nervousness and pressure into rage man!
so yeah. i actually completed all my stuff under 3 mins even tho gt loads of stuff to do eh!

helped out with the tentage
by then about 3.5 mins passed.
the rain poured down hard. kneeled on the ground to adjust the tentage
flagstuff called me
took them along time to do
had to crawl on my hands and knees on the muddy ground to pass the mallet around, while holding flag.
when done, i flew to the tentage
quickly shouted the command for the tent guys
tent guys started in 6 mins leh!!
fastest ever ah!

tied my tent doors.
so bloody nice
by now it looked like nothing could go wrong x.x
tentage done by 7 mins!
JP finished cutting excess, i beautified the tentage for xtra points

last few minutes
everybody flew to the gadget
by now the rain was pelting on everyone
i tried cutting the excess on the gadget
but 12 mins
everyone ran out

not happy with gadget
didnt finish :(
only had to tie like 2 or 3 more lashes then done :(
tent oso abit nvr do.haiz
half hour went by as judge aftr judge evaluated out stuff
nabil explained his stuff with benja
zul spouted useful crap bout some mistakes hahackz

aftr dat got lectured by HOs
could see they not happy
:(
we oso
the atmosphere was very moody

half hour later
everyone assembled in the ISH
girl teams were there, soaking wet
poor them :X
hahaz
so yeah
boys team results first

damn la the wait is even more heart wrenching than the actual pitch ah
it was deadly ah
every position went by, our hearts wrench even more
we were damn wad ah
everyone was looking gloomy, thirsty for that bit of glory

and then, 4th position
new town had always been a big threat to us
if they were out, means we got A LOT of chance
and sure enough, 4th position, new town went out

what happened? epicness.
number 1: farhan jumping around like a sudden retard xD hahaz
number 2: yong kiat started screaming like shit. he was like having a fit ah. his face was all red xD xD
we were all high
our biggest threat was gone! we confirm top three oredi
the pressure was on
number 3.......marsiling!!

WE WERE SCREAMING LIKE SHIT AH
VS OWNED TOP 2 POSITIONS
yeah yeah yeah :D:D:D:D
haha
then it was on. the one we were all waitin for

who was going to be champions??

then the emcee said,"The champions of the campcraft competition is...Victoria School....Team....1!!!!"

OMG WTF WTF WTF OMG OMG
WE EFFING WON

as i stand infront of the hundreds, i almost cried.
3 months of hard work and the result
CAMPCRAFT CHAMPIONS!!!

we were damn proud ah. standing there holding our trophies, receiving the gigantic challenge trophy.

girls team
. TKGS got 3rd position. i noe most of em cried
dun wry girls, its veh good oredi. jiayous and congratz
first was marsiling
haha

sang and cheered to out hearts content. xD
almost felt like crying as i felt the rush of happiness
haha

returned to school celebrated by eating 20 boxes of pizza bought by out dear principal
thank you mr low for the praises and congrats and the treat

once again vsnp won the campcraft
we created history by getting 1st and second
we will never forget the nice memories we got
and the experiance we gained
thank you my brothers :)

"What is bitter to endure, is sweet to remember~"

so true man. aftr months of training and sacrifice
so many memories :)
campcraft had been our source of enjoyment
now, all of us feel the sense of emptines
theres nothing, no fun waiting for us after sch anymore
no more stuff to take ur mind off sch
but now....
haiz

so yeah.
we have rose to the challenge
no one stopped us
thank you to the CIs and HOs who have trained us
after we proved them wrong
aftr they expected us to lose :)
so yeah.

WE STRIVED FOR AWESOMENESS, MAN!!!!

VSNPCC CAMPCRAFT TEAM ONE FTW FTW FTW FOREVER!!

2010-03-18T05:34:00.000-07:00

HELLOS AGAINS.
had training today
bloody tiring
from 8am-1pm
5 hours of non-stop pitching
=.=lll
nvrm la anyth to win
but still bloody tiring
did 4+ pitches with unseen
kind of sucked la srsly

aftr training went parkway to eat :D
finally ate chicken rice!!!!
haha joked like shit ah
i srsly think we all bonded alot due to campcraft
hahas
then me and nic mixed everyone's dishes together
hafiz help abit
damn sick ah
maybe i'll upload the pics :D haha
then we spun a bottle to see who tasted it
it spun
fell from the table
spun
got interrupted
spun
spin complete
pointed at
.
.
.
.
me.

tasted one spoonful of it
OMG OMG
it tasted like...
so many flavors mixed in one!
haha
eh damn nice ah srsly
then pointed at zul and nic
walao they nvr taste
srsly ah damn nice haha

then we walked around parkway doin shit
farhan damn joke xD
we act all awestruck by the children's books
"HONK! HONK HONK!"
-clifford the big red dog
xD xD
rofl ah haha

so yeah
1 more trainin day to campcraft finals
or as farhan say, 2 more actual days.
LOL
so yeah. i hope 2mr will be perfect
or i will MAKE it perfect. haha
so yeah

dats all
bye

2010-03-17T06:18:00.000-07:00

HELLO
had malay oral plus training today
training was good
oral sucked T.T
everyone who noes me noes im an english-speaking part-chinese malay guy
hahaha

so yeah training
quite good la
flag done at 6
shelter at 10
gadget at 9
unseen at 11
so yeah

we just need to practise more yeah?

2 more days to Finals
2 more measly effing days
i wish the 2 days were 2 weeks :(
and i wish we could buy more ponchos hahas
so yeah

2 days man
we need supporters! :D
so yeah good luck to all my brothers in campcraft!
and good luck to TKGS,
im praying we win
please haha

dats all
so yeah
bye :D

2010-03-15T01:49:00.000-07:00

At Keeve's house now

Three Amigoes FTW! :D

haha

just finished campcraft traning/CU briefing

training sucked :(

so yeah

5 more days to finals :(

so pressured

must get ready 110%

must not disappoint the many people counting on us

yup yup yup

must be motivated

2mr CU

halerh

damn i got Ngee Ann sec.

damn gt boys

haiz

why darren ho get girl's sch

WHY WHY

hahahaha

nvrm la

so yeah dats all

haha at keeve house talk bout girls and relationships and stuff

how to help solve keeve's prob

good luck bro

talk bout darren

haha

even more good luck.

so yeah

only me T.T

haha

2010-03-13T21:09:00.000-08:00

" You are the girl, that I've been dreaming off ever since I was a little boy~~"
"If you cut me i suppose I would bleed, the colour of the evening star~"
"Nou se mond la!"
"So follow me down
Out of this town
Girl you’re moving way too slow
So follow me down,
I’ll show you around
There’s a place we gotta go"

haha random song lyrics
so yeah. 6 days to finals.
feel more pressured than prelims (of coz)
but even as i think of finals, i get pressured
couldnt even concentrate wen sitting in andalus ysterday
i kept thinking that if i mess up any of my stuff
I'll be disappointing my team
my team mates
my vice- and captain
my seniors
my instructors
my school
my teachers
my principal
my friends
my family
my teammates' families
and most of all
myself

but yeah, i'm trying to be calm
i've been encouraging and calming all of my frens who are in the campcraft competition
but in truth?
im not calm myself

so yeah
dats bout it
6 days
just 6 more days
i really really wish and hope and pray to win
srsly
so yeah.

and eff i left my books in class
cant do holiday homework :/
im gonna get screwed T.T

2010-03-10T05:07:00.001-08:00

Due to something i read on google ( i think) which says to list ur personality.
i dunno why but i think its a good idea.
like, getting to noe me in one rite?

1) I realized im a optimist. i hate to hear pessimism.
2) I get enthu and hyper most of the times.
3) I am definitely outgoing. I dun shy away from ppl.
4) I am very sociable. I make friends easily
5) I like to make jokes or joke around. Sometimes my jokes are insulting or lame. SORRY
6) I make a fool of myself sometimes to get attention. sorry
7) I most of the times say things straightforward (sorry if sometimes TOO straightforward)
8) I talk back most o fthe times coz i hav an instinct to prove myself right.
9) I am obsessive-compulsive. once i set my mind on something, my natural instincts will not let me go until im done.
10) I can keep promises and secrets well.
11) I <3 collecting any kind of "trophies"
12)I <3 using the word AWESOME™
13) I absolutely <3 celebrating ppl's birthdays. It is always important to acknowledge someone's existence.
14) i like to quote quotes to ppl.
like "even baskets serve a purpose in society."
"when i am sad, i stop being sad and be awesome instead"
"sometimes, it is not the sleep that gets you but the worry"
"the joy of helping others is what makes the world go round"
"the more the merrier"
"always look on the bright side of life"
"love is like a battlefield..."
and more. for more, look under my links and see "My Quotes"
hahas
15) I try to make ppl happy all the time. I bastard for fun, even if it sometimes get carried away

i think got more la.
if u gt more to add, TAG :)
so dats it i think
hahaz.

2010-03-09T04:47:00.000-08:00

HELLOS:D

Had training today
okay-okay la
no sec 4s :DDDD
ony sec 3s
the sec 2s oso dunno where
quite good sia
quality and timing were there
with jus 6 POEPLE
nic and derek peg
jia pang and yeong kiat tie
i manage the stuffz
nabil gadget
so yeah
quite good
MADE GOOD PROFITS
sold darren the mud shoes
yay
sold syafiqah the marksman badge
yay
finally gt those stuff off my shoulders

damn my track pants are damn dirty
need to wash on the weekend.
so yeah

'

i want to make an outing
whether homefront or ATC
preferably the one
hahaz
so yeah
damn so much holiday homewrok
gonna complete em while they go sec 3 camp
hahaz
so yeah

still working up the stuffz
you noe, stuffz
keeve says to rush her
nah, i'll go the slow method
at least until my phone gets reconnected :(

2010-03-08T04:42:00.000-08:00

Hello.
before i start, im gonna share a quote dats bloody true.
"The joy of helping others is what makes the world go round. :)" - anon.
I think its effing true
i mean, ive been going around helping ppl, and it makes me happier :)
so yeah, my intentions are for the best
however, i don't get much help in my life :(
but its okay :)
i just want to shout something to myself
u noe, self-motivation
I NEED TO IMPROVE IMPROVE IMPROVE!!!
I NEED TO WIN WIN WIN WIN WIN!
FOR MYSELF
FOR MY TEAM MATES
FOR MY INSTRUCTORS
FOR MY SCHOOL
FOR MY GLORY
FOR MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY
evrything in my life
hahas

so yeah
training sucked :( its not the first pitch u noe :(
i noe i did all my jobs okay
fine, maybe even perffect (i love my tent flaps :) )
but i dunno wads goging on
so yeah, last 2 pitches are great
farhan gt some excuse bout changing some stuff
but i dont think its true
i think my team mates are taking it too easy
jia peng and yong kiat talks during pitch
derek and nic pegging like everyday
ony i was the one keeping my mind on my jobs thru and thru
mayb some of u dont see it
but i hav a case of compulsive-obsessive attitude
onc i set my mind on something, i see it thru and thru
hahaz
sry ppl if i may hav said smth to hurt your feel;ings :(
been feeling stressed
so yeah
sry :*(
hahaz

so thx ppl
im gg off now
byez.

2010-03-06T17:45:00.000-08:00

Eff.
Nvr get to post for 2 days
younger bro hog com =.=
okay
Friday had training
EFF SIA
TRAINING EFFING SUCKED
haiz i guess coz 2 weeks nvr train lor
haiz nvrm we will get better

at 5.30, i unwillingly abandoned my team with Derek
to go the dumb-ass playwatching
which was a bloody dumb play
coz it isnt like the book la.
wasted my $32.
the two stupid 3h guys spilled coke
like nabil says : "stooooooooooooooopid"
hahaz

then saturday
aftr andalus, went bowling!
:DDDDDDDDD
felt DAMN rejuvinated aftr gg bowling ah
its like, 3months? since i last bowled
first round, abit rusty, but still got 76
2nd round, still rusty but still got 109.
went bowling with my bro Darren, sis Huiying and Zhengrong
every time got gutter do 5 pushups xD
out of the 2 games i ony do like 15?
coz i nvr get gutter xD
the rest did like 40-60?
wen tot the beach aftr dat
threw 2 bottles into the sea
both gt messages inside
one sank and nvr see again xD
another still floatin out there some where hahaz
played the table soccer shyt
skills damn rusty
but they all were spamming spinning the thing la!!
hahas
hahas

so yeah
reallly enjoyed yesterday
especially since the pressure of the finals is like, pressuring
so yeah
hahas

oh oh oh
due to special requaest: Congratz to Syadza for getting into the finals!

2010-03-04T05:25:00.000-08:00

HEY!!!
today had campcraft again
i cant BELIEVE how screwed up today was
it was like, srsly ah
i noe my skills there coz i finished my jobs on time
i think coz jiapeng ran loh
haiz

so yeah.
CONGRATZ TO TKGS!!
congratz to Sabrina, Syafiqah, Ayesha, Adela, Marissa and Syawqina for making it into the FINALS!!!
haha

good luck to my amigo brother, Keeve, to getting his <3
haha
who wouldnt want a handsome guy like him?
hahaz
so yeah, Darren's attached, Keeve's confessed to her
only left me of the 3 amigo brothers
OMG keeve's asking me to confess WTF.
haha
nah keeve
im taking it slow and easy
she's damn cute =3
she beat me shooting by 1 point leh
haha pro pro!

so yeah
nabil almost got killed today
flagstuff dropped on his head
cried like mad
but i wont elaborate
haha

so yeah
dats all
updates may come late?
haha
The Three Amigo Brothers : chasing towards a "common goal"
LOL
triple marksman : dont play play!

2010-03-03T06:00:00.000-08:00

HELLOS!!
GOT CAMPCRAFT RESULTS!!!!
we are in the finals!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wooooooooooooooottttttttttttttsssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so damn happy
plus the fact im a true blue marksman
haha
AWESOMENESS
PURE AWESOMENESS

Went to Army Market to get supplies with keeve and derek
got myself 3 badges and a soft cloth
soft cloth for boot polishing
aftr learning from shifu keeve :D
2 npcc marksman badges and 1 NCC badge :PP
hahas
45 mins to get to Army market noe!
reach there everyone bought like wad
the aunties kept on asking to buy
haha
and now with my specs
MORE ppl think im chinese!! hahaha

yay!
The Three Amigos = Keeve + Iskandar + Darren
haha
oen attached, two chasing for the ones.
haha
well, with the other two brothers, sure can la!
haha, 3 marksman man,
oh well
go to my photos, under the album "Np!" to see the photos of the Amigos haha.

SABRINA BEAT ME BY ONE POINT!!!
hahahahahah
i got 70 points
she got 71!!
random, but yeah
one bullet missing
like mine oso haha
kk good luck for your results kay?
Train to the fullest!
Remember, what is bitter to endue is sweet to remember!

2010-03-02T05:18:00.000-08:00

Had marksman test today :D
WHEEE WOOTS WOOTS
i'm officially a marksman
70 points man, dun play play!
11 in, 5 out
last bullet dunno go where haha

wore my new awesome specs
50% say cool
thx huiying :D
50% say wierd
haha david bastard la
so yeah

13 ppl gt marksman!
Iskandar
Darren
Zhao Xuan
Keeve
Benjamin
Chris
Yong Xiang
Bryan
Darren Ho
Derek
Chris Kho
Eugene
Eric

haha dats all of them
Congrats huiying ^^
congrats to Sabrina, Ayesha, Syawqina and Marissa too ^^
darren lost his badge on the bus today :( haha
saw her on the bus
damn, wanted to talk
eff sia why i never say anyth
haizzz

anyway, campcraft resumes 2moro
haha more fun xD
k thx bye

2010-02-28T04:21:00.000-08:00

i just realised 3 wierd and random facts about me.

1)I have never heard of paramore before this year
2)I am addicted to Jabbawockeez (nabil, ur fault)
3) I am addicted to the Demonata series (by Darren Shan)

Darren Shan rockz!!!!
Jabbawockeez rocks!!!

wanna watch?
here
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4-I2F63Kqhg
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XYPTUwjBes0&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eTidOmdbJeQ
there. damn nice
nabil's fault for making me watch
now im addicted

darren shan books rock ah!
especially demonata haha

just read adli's status bout anti-playing guitar under the block
wtf
eh i play under block okay
i dun get funny stares
(partly coz i'm part chinese but still)
yeah.
so yeah
play under blok no prob wad
they call u mat under blok coz u wear stupid clothing
i mean, wads up with floating caps?

so yeah
waiting for results 2moro
getting new specs oso :DD

2010-02-27T19:10:00.000-08:00

Hellos :D
its a nice sunday morning :D

just made my new specs yesterday
woots~
damn cool arh
one side white, one side black
AWESOME
will get it monday evening
so wearing it tuesday, for LIVE SHOOT
yay!!!

got spammed by Adela talking bout wad crap
some thing YOU don't need to noe bout
and some things dats jus plain...wierd?
what to say, Adela wad (Superwoman, haha)

so yeah
dat the quick update
gonna prepare for EL debate
topic is co-ed schools benefit more than single sex ones
i got the proposition
so yeah, bye.

2010-02-26T16:57:00.000-08:00

Hello :D
exams are over!
yeeeeeeeeaaaahhhh!!!
anw, did veh good in chem and physics, damn proud of myself
history was ok-ok.
malay ah.
one look, OMG DIE
then went doing, slowly understand :DDD
so yeah haha

went to parkway with seniors ysterday
Jun Yang Farhan damn joke sia XD
darren nvr realise how joke farhan is. haha
took 31 to changi hospital aftr dat
while walking, me and darren called various ppl
called ayesha first
wished her good luck XD
then darren drop my phone!!!

then wish syafiqah good luck
that one okay
wished adela while walking
HE DROPPED MY PHONE
lastly wished huiying (sodahgreen)
hehehe

wanted to wish her oso
nvrm la...
not yet the stage.
hehehehe
replied to the good luck sms this morning tho
hahas

k dats about it i think
RESULTS COMING OUT TODAY OMFG!!!!
GOODLUCK TO HUIYING, SYAFIQAH, AYESHA, ADELA AND SABRINA!!!!!

2010-02-25T01:10:00.000-08:00

Hello.
I noe i've changed alot.
im not my "usual" self anymore/
i rarely speak comments, sarcasm or anyth anymore
yay to me. :)

so yeah
sir farhan told me
results tomorrow!! OMG
gonna noe if we in finals or not!
PLEASE PLEASE let us be in finals!!!

haha so yeah.
exams almost done
left one paper :D
gonna try own it
so far exams = quite good
no careless, or any shit
and caught up with studies :DDD
so yeah

Adela says SHE said I'm too short :(
and im not popular eough :(
some day, i will talk to you like how i talk to evryone else
and u can noe me better :D
ad i will you too :D
so yeah, i really really like you :)

Thanks to Darrem for our long long talk hahas :D
Thx to Keeve for helping me in studies. :D
Thx to Syaf, for da great advice :)
and also to Adela, for ur half of the advice :)
(even tho the 2 contradict each other haha )

dats all.
k bye.
hope u all understand
im a NEW person, again :)))

2010-02-23T06:50:00.000-08:00

Day 2 of exms has jus gone by/
yay.
i dunno wth i'm still mugging even tho i'm getting VR no matter how well i do.
so yeah/
history.
fag. qn 3 was effing effed up. should'v studied more
chem and english passed like a breeze.
yay. quite easy la. can la.

shit la.
i dunno why i feel like i lost my purpose
without campcraft, feel so empty.
like gt nothing
haizzz.
only study, stare, study,stare
cant even find time to play soccer T.T
i <3 soccer =D

haiz.
i jus told my thoughts out to Syaf and Adela.
i dun even noe how it happened.
one minute talk normally
then suddenly
started talking bout her.
and yeah.
haiz
i jus had a stabbing truth told me by Adela
fag.
accept me by who i am la.
not by who u want me to be.

sorry uh.
its been 7 months
i wait, wait, wait wait
and it feels like im ralking to a wall
(in facebook u can la haha)_
i really, really like you.
so yeah. i dunno why.
and thx to Syaf and Adela for the wonderful advice.
haha thx
oh
AND THX TO KEEVE =D
helped me alot in studies

so yeah.
sir farhan jus told me results on friday
damn scared sia
pressure alot sia
haha
thx to the ppl that wished me luck :D
thx alot ppl.

edit*
sir farhan, stop probing.
sir benjamin, stop treating me like an enemy
sir jun yang, stop treatin me like a stray dog,
sir keith, stop looking at me like a can of garbage

i noe i gt make mistakes.
i noe, i really do,
i trying EFFING hard to change
but srsly, how do i change, when the atmosphere around me doesnt allow me to?
u want me to be like who, nabil? darren?
fine, i try to be
just stop treating me like some kind of st pats student
i respect u all, totally.
but sometimes u all don't show the kind of...i dunno la.
like sir jun yang, teasing me abt the atiqah shit.
and abt darren and his new "thing".

im srsly, trying to effing change.
giv me a chance, i show u the actual me.
and not the me i keep showing u all
the one dat i use as a cover.

2010-02-20T18:04:00.000-08:00

Hey all :))

yesterday was the boys prelims

it went great :D

but stil, before the actual thing, u could say

EVERYONE was effing nervous

hearts were pumping

bloods were racing

and about a second before the horn rang,

hands were shaking

HORN BLASTED

i LAGGED for like 2secs before i ran

cut the twines like shit one

then

RECORD TIME :)

i finished all my jobs by the fastest time ever!

so i go check my shear legs

damn, not tight

so i re-tie

the EFF, flagstuff call me

i left the legs half way done

then halfway thru flagstuff, EFF

the structure went up!

EFF EFF

so i quickly re tie

so yeah that was the only screw up

aftr dat, celebrated by eating 12 boxes pizza :DDD

yeah damn full

thanked mr chan for dat :)

then it was SOCCER SOCCER

played match for a while

eff sia they nvr pass to me

yeah then aftr dat shot a few shots, then it was home for me :)

btw,

GOOD LUCK TO THE GIRLS TEAM NEXT WEEK

GOOD LUCK TO TKGS GIRLS TEAM

AND CHUNG CHENG GIRLS TEAM

:DDDDDDDDD

2010-02-19T05:52:00.000-08:00

HELLOS.
omg training was awesome today!
all three of the tents were below 9 mins and we got 98% perfect tents
but srsly,
dman pressured for 2moro leh
like mr chan say: ONE pitch, ONE chance, NO regrets.
fuck sia
even nabil damn pressured, and he doesnt usually complain.
haiz
i HOPE AND PRAY AND WISH TO GOD THAT BOTH TEAMS GRAB THE 1ST AND 2ND PLACE!!!
AND IF POSSIBLE, WE TAKE HOME THE GIRLS TROPHY TOO.

thats all for today lah.
mus sleep early
haha

COUNTDOWN TO CAMPCRAFT: 12 hours to pitch
wish me luck ppl :D

2010-02-18T04:56:00.000-08:00

"What happened to feeling, cheap radio songs?"
-Bulletproof weeks
"I'm guilty but i'm free for one more day~~"
-Six feet under the stars, All time low
"Everybody in love, go put your hands up..."
-Everybody in love, JLS

HELLO :DDD
just came back from the super-long, super-boring dry shoot.
just learn how to handle the guns, etc etc etc

very happy from spending time with the awesome IKNBNDPJ gang :D
short for Iskandar-Keeve-Nabil-Benjamin-Nicholas-Derek-Philip-Jiapeng. :D
hehe. veh fun training, srsly.
lots of improvement (sorry sir farhan, i don't do negativities)
hope we'll win
if we do, i'm gonna blanja Nabil (its a bet)

haiz.
don't noe what has become of him.
he doesnt pay any attention whenever i talk to him
and wen he talks to me, he demands attention
him and his phone
he pays attention to his phone 24/7
talk to him, he no answer
sms him, no reply
reply, one word-answer
walk so fast, expect catch up.
ppl show him stuff, nods, or "hm" without looking

and he don't effinf believe me wen i tall him i didnt spread
does he think i WANT to spread?
its on facebook, everyone can see.

haizz..
damn it sia.
im still no closer to my "goal'
so far away, but i noe the solution is near.
damn, if i could only get that opportunity,

haiz so dats it folks
gonna end this with the usual thing

COUNTDOWN TO PRELIMS: 1 DAY, 1 TRAINING
this is it. this is the moment. and i will certainly rise to it.

2010-02-17T06:10:00.000-08:00

hey.

two of the photos i found form my mom's camera.

number one: me enjoying my uber nice catch :DD

2 baby black-tip sharks man! halerh.

number two: me, my younger bro, and my cuz swimming in the middle of the ocean while our relatives stayed in the sampan :DD

damn deep siol

hahas

must get my swimming badge

but too bad i no certificate

must show this pic

prove i can swim :D

2010-02-16T01:06:00.000-08:00

hello.
just want to cover up those not-so-cheeful posts
so, yeah, hi

school is gonna start again 2moro! :o
damn!
it means im getting closer to ca1, and CAMPCRAFT!!!!
countdown: 4 days, 2 trainings left!!!

must train harder>:-(
yeah
train for consistency, to hit below 10 mins!
then, the cup is ours :DD
so yeah, ppl i might not be able to update till saturday, aftr the competition
if u wanna support us, comedown to spear (wateva) secondary sch :DD

2010-02-16T00:56:00.000-08:00

damn it. again.
i wish it never happened.
what happened to the frenship?
haiz...

there is only some choices now:
1) we continue with our lives,
2)we carry on being frens as if it never happened.
3) we build on the relationship that could hav happened.

eithe of this choices, any one, i'm willing to take
but
i don't want to be the one to choose
haizzz....

cant wait for school to re-open
campcraft is my sole way to get away from problems now
haiz....

2010-02-15T18:18:00.000-08:00

Fuck this. AGAIN.
i am. so. effing. damn. confused.
i mean srsly, wad am i supposed to do now?
haizzz....
first of all, thx to darren, for being a great buddy,
thx for helping me straighten out the stuff.
happy chinese new year and happy valentines day :)
i owe u my life :)

secondly, to her.
im really really really reallly sorry
im sorry for a lot of things
for ignoring u
for breaking your heart
im sorry
loads

im sorry
coz im now in a competition called campcraft
it requires my attention 24/7
im not able to reply sms/ go online
im lagging in homework, sleeping in class, etc etc
so, im sorry
i really am
this year isnt really turning out good for me
so yeah. i hope you understand :)
happy valentines day :)

2010-02-15T04:42:00.000-08:00

FUCK this shit :/
i mean srsly.
life has jus gone down the spiralling tunnel
even tho i'm aiming to go up

srsly man
fuck it. FUCK IT.
i cant fucking go out and eat with frens anymore.
i see , i read ppl's blogs
how they go eat macs,
go shop,
go out
and they can go out on weekends :/

haizzz.
damn this. i'm sleeping in class
lagging on homework
shitting on studies
FUCK FUCK FUCK
wth man
why the fuck wont ppl just effing go out with me on weekends
NO ONE GIVES A FUCKING DAMN. ISKANDAR

okay fine, i;ll knock off on this fucking emo shit
life has its ups and downs.
on the up side, went to st johns :D
lazy to post.
so, see da photos?

2010-02-10T05:51:00.000-08:00

hello :D

i dunno why, but today seemed to be almost-like-perfectly-awesome :D
for one thing
i caught up with lessons and can understand them perfectly :D
for another
i finally handed up all 3 malay homework :DDDD
yay!

then, the MIRACLE
CAMPCRAFT
4 PEOPLE
PITCH ONE TENT
WITH ALMOST PERFECT QUALITY
UNDER 10 MINS!!!!!!!!

oh yeah. campcraft today was certainly damn nice
all the timings under ten :D
quality is certainly there
no sec 2s and 4s today
dunnoe where they went
damn funny
aftr the sec 2 squad came back
i nut-bomb gary in front of the whole of his squad :DDD

hahas
took 31 back
long NOISY bus ride.
Nabil: "Bingit sia." (irritated sia)

obviously ah
bloody noisy
who else?
syafiqah and her noisy gang =___=

srsly, still like dat girl
(so shy, so cute :D)
but havent talk to her yet :(
must find the perfect time! :D
so yeah, gonna try talk t her sometime :D

dats all, adios!

2010-02-07T06:54:00.001-08:00

hey ppl.
i;ve just been reading ppl's blogs.
and it amuses me just how easy ppl's lives are
yet they complain so much
take some ppl 4 example
they complain bout waking up at 8-9 on a saturday morning
lets compare it to my timetable

(monday-thursday)
5am-8pm = school + campcraft
8pm - 9pm= ngaji
9pm-10pm= homework
10pm-11pm=dinner
11pm-12pm=study
12.30= sleep

(friday)
5am-9.30pm = school + campcraft
9.30-10.30 = dinner
10.30- 11.30 study

(saturday)
6am-2pm = breakfast + madrasah
2pm- 4pm = homework = studies
4pm - 6pm = chores
6pm- 9.30= dinner

(sunday)
8am-2pm = chores

so yeah. dats my schedule till march
(hopefully)

to make matters worse, now i hav some kind of shit npcc competition i just joined
bloody hell man

so yeah.
plus campcraft and all
im damned surprise i dun fall asleep in class.

plus the girl i like
hahas
jus the thought of her calms me down
hahas
sleep with her image in my mind.,,

hahas thats all k bye.
SLI 2moro
means a VERY VERY late night
so yeah bye

2010-02-05T04:15:00.000-08:00

Hello ppl.
Its been a great week
for one, im improving in studies
for two, im catching up on schwork
for three, im greatly improving in campcraft
for four, my whole team is getting uber good in quality and timing
for five, our CIs and HOs hav been praising us.
so yeah. its been a great week
training hasent been a scream-fest
no screaming
no de-motovation
no de-moralising
only non-stop laughs
non-stop improvement
so yeah, campcrafts a blast

feel sad for the ppl emoing
dont be sad :)
wen ur sad, stop being sad, and be awesome instead :))
<-----
so yeah
hoping to make a ATC grp 2 outing soon
catch up with frens :)
and yeah HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
(even tho havent yet)
hahas

i'm still working up the nerves to talk to her
(she's still so cute, so shy :) )
and sir farhan, no, its not any of them ur thinking
i doubt u noe her.
so yeah
dats all ppl
bye
(bloody zong yew, fell on my chair and bent it
took 30 mins for me and my fren to fix it back)

2010-02-03T23:37:00.000-08:00

note number 1: To Sir Farhan, the person i like is not the two dat u keep mentioning. Srsly. I doubt u noe her.

good. now dats delat with.
npap ppl went for their 1st trainin
wad i heard. it sucked.
nvrm lah,
wont be missing anyth anyway.

yeah campcraft has been great
can finally understand e and a maths
yay!
sorry people if i nvr return smses or anyth
veh busy and tired
today no training!
coz we hit below 10 mins (+) great quality! :DDDDD

still want to go bowling tho :(
if anyone free, sms yeah ;)

2010-02-01T05:57:00.000-08:00

ARGH

exhaustion has finally caught up with my pro-stamina body,
haiz.
campcraft eveyrday.
no rest.
go back late.
-____-
nvrm
(tahan, sabar, tahan, sabar)
dun wry
i'll bounce back soon :D
catching up with schwork, no prob
improving in campcraft, no prob
chasing aftr dat girl, gt prob T^T
haiz.
nvrm lah
aftr hearing bout muz, learned loads frm him
i jus dun get the extra ppl whogo round commenting and trying to be like....

extra?
leave them alone, i'll say
let em solve their probs
u go "urus" ur own.

yeah like mine
haha
i doubt the girl likes me?
tho i heard she freaks out wen she sees me?
dunno lah
nvrm, concentrate on campcraft.
heard npap gonna start?
yeah, menas new frens :D
ahahaha
kk bye.
not much to say
only campcraft is fun :DDDD

2010-01-30T09:49:00.000-08:00

FIRST: Aim For Awesomness is a trademarked slogan, saying, line and one-liner to be used only by me and me only, or by ppl i allow. no one else is to use it without my permission.
SECOND: the use of the word "awesome" or "awesomeness" or "awesomest" to describe ppl, events, or purely used to describe stuff and used for fun is also trademarked by me. use of it is only by me and ppl i allow.

right,
so yeah, UPDATE.
had campcraft training for 2 whole weeks now.
damn effing tired.
mon - thurs : 3-6pm
fri : 2.30-8pm

phew.
i love the weekends.
tho training with the members is damn...fun?
like our wise old fuzhi used to say.
"what is bitter to endure is sweet to remember"
haha
love that quote
so yeah
campcratf mey be hard at times
even like, depressing
but aftr it
we remember how we trained
laughed at gary's retardedness
at derek's randomness
at nic's darth vader shit
at jia peng's and yeong kiat's constant quarrelling
at me and nabil's bastarding and jokes
at farhan's random funniness
at benjamin's shittiness
at zul's seriousness.
we are improving
alot
our quality is good
well/
wad to say
gt me wad.
HAHAS
without derek/nic/nabil, i think campcraft could hav been a nightmare.
haha.
gonna beat the other schs~!

on another note.
haiz.
shit lah
i like that girl again.
the girl i met last year
i dunno y
suddenly
im falling for her again
even tho i noe i hav no chance at all for her to feel the same way
i noe she thinks im wierd
a stalker?
a freak?
but i cant stop thinking bout her..
like how cute she is...
haiz

well, nvrm lah.
okay
this few weeks damn close to nabil
noe alot more bout his personal life
(more stuff to bastard. hehe)
so yeah
he become like my friend to bastard
so yeah
we bastard each other
OH YA
one day while we were in 31
suddenly gt one huge grp behind us
TALK EFFING LOUD SIA
cant even sleep
damn noisy
like nabil says : stooooooooopid.
hahaz

okay
i cant remeber everything these 3-4 weeks
but ya, maybe dats it.
bye.

2010-01-06T01:56:00.000-08:00

"This is it!"
"I will rise to the challenge!"
"Aim For Awesomeness!"
-Iskandar "Billy" Shah

So...
SEC 1 CAMP!
i'm damn lazy to post.
but i shall try.

reached sch early early.
met hakim at mrt.
he said he felt "awkward" in long pants
LONG PANTS RULEZ!!!

kay so took bus to sch
-------skip skip------

reached sch,
met all the other red shirts.
met loads of new ppl.
Sat at one bench talked with Isaac and Chris.
then SL gathered us
assigned us stations.
Isaac took kayaking with some other guy.
me and chris and jonathan took general stations (yeah rite)

took bus to jalan bahtera.
psls took over their classes
ate lunch with isaac and chris (we served first)
then me and chris went to our stations

at first we wanted to do general stations
suddenly
we were assigned to different stations O.O
went to flying fox
did the station with one class
(slacked there for like 2 hourrs)

then
i switched with jonathan
me and chris did supporting at abseiling and unbuckling the carabinas

i really gonna miss those hours spent at abseiling. teaching cheers to the sec 1s, making jokes,
having fun with the instructors, bossing sec 1s around.
me, amrit and chris were stationed at abseiling.
yeah so i got to know the whole level just coz of abseiling.
then i went around saying HI! to everyone.

so yeah. then, aftr 3 classes were done for the day, me and chris went to the 2.4 run with cluster 1.

was stationed somewhere along the running track.
encouraged sec 1s to run along the way. hahas.

"YOU CAN DO IT!"
'JUST A BIT MORE!"
THATS THE WAY!"
AIM FOR AWESOMENESS!"
etc etc etc

then, the last boy came round.
due to victorian tradision, i ran along with him
the few red shirts there ran with him, shouting encouragement, not to stop.
in the end he got there.

dinner.
blah blah blah
stuck around with 1D
1D Psls were lee jiang and cheng kan.
helped them out with their campfire performance.
said hi to almost all the sec 1s.

then had 2 hours to SLACK! YEAH@!!
talked to isaac and chris.
played snake and ladders on momo's hp with isaac ,harris and momo
then blasted music while isaac sleep

then sec 1s lights out
mr siow gave the red and black shirts a talk.

the sec 1s are seriously.....spoilt?
they don't repond.
most of the time they're dead.
they move slowly.
we had to scream at em
i bastard em

okay so then
we all ligths out.

DAY 2/

woke up early
looked around
THE SEC 1S WERE AWAKE WTF.
they woke up so effin early
well nvrm
morning pt
damn funny
all of em ~~couldnt~~ tried to do push-ups.
me and isaac encouraged em.
they did 5 push ups
sec 1s mah.

then
breakfast
i was serving wen
something landed on my head
i wanted to brush the thing off
then suddenly-
HOLY SHIT
i shouted
THE EFFING BEE JUST STANG ME IN THE FINGER.
i looked at my finger
there was a tiny sting on it
holy shit
wth
a bee stang me on the finger
i felt the pain spread thru my finger
then my finger began getting numb
went to mr amir
he took out the sting
put an alcohol swab on it
then we exchanged jokes
hahas

then
returned back to abseiling (haiz)
did 1 and half classes
taught them cheers.
then me and chris
did
"3 CHEERS 3 CHEERS 3 CHEERS FOR (SEC 1 CLASS)
I CANT HEAR YOU~~"
hahahaha
yeah we taught em cheers
while i supported the abseilers and unbuckled em
had help form their psls
chris went to take charge of "spider web"
then
lunch
okay
food not bad
talked to isaac bought kayaking
he damn sad sia
hours of dragging kayak boats
hahaha
aftr lunch
headed back to abseil area
talked to the instructors
they gav us "advice'
told us which girl schs were better
and which girls frm which cca better
haha

then
few more hours of spotting and unbuckling
got to know like hundreds of sec 1s
~~bullied and bastarded~~ teased and played with the sec 1s
yeah
then 2.4 again

this time stationed at the end
took the vs van to the end
slacked there for 10 mins b4 sec 1s came
encouraged like shit b4 running with the last guy
the boy wad worse than the day b4's
he kept stopping even tho i knew he still had energy to run
at least the previous boy didnt stop

so
2 days of abseiling in the hot sun
and 2 days of 2.4
and one bee-stinging incident
(my finger swelling sia)

then campfire
surya told us to prepare red shirt performnace
i was like WTF
only gt 2 minms
did a fast improvised "superman" by 5 for fighting
then david suggested adding sch cheers

then the actual campfire
sec 1 performance
blah blah blah
some crap stuff
then our turn
we sang superman
dman nice sia
thx to me wad of coz nice
then we did vs unite
OMG IT WAS AWESOME
WE WERE UBER LOUD
WE SCREAMED LIKE SHIT
WE ROCKED THE HOUSE
twe srsly showed the sec 1s how to cheer
they were damn dead
not lively at all
then we showed them the real VS POWER
aftr dat we walked off the stagge to uber applause
then SL performance
singing.....okay la
then cmapfire closure and lights out!]

last day
morning pt again
this time sec 1s not soing properly
while they doing 5 push up
i spammed push-ups infront of them
mwhahahahaha
then area cleaning and breakfast
i ~~bossed and bastarded~~ encouraged sec 1s to clean faster and not to slack
then 2.4 again
this time the last guy was uber
he ran like no tomorrow
the red shirts took the van
damn them lah
left me in the middle of nowhere
i chased the van like shit
they all ran like 1.7 km chasing the van
overtook damn lot of sec 1s
then i slowed down to encouraged sec 1s with mr david lee

yeah then we spammed cheers in front of st joseph and left for vs
.

.
.
.
.
.
.
took bus to parkway with momo, kailu, ernest and david
went macs to eat
kailu borrowed me money
and yeah
mus and eugene joined us later
..
.
.
.
.took 31 back to tamp
bus was full of the frogs
haiz
back to old times/
.
.
.
.
made so many sec 1s
all of them noe me :D
hahaha
of coz la
who can forget Billy,
the one who:
1) supported at abseiling
2)said "Hi!" to every sec 1 he saw
3) encouraged and motivated everywhere
4) ran with them at 2.4km run
5) taught them all the vs cheers and camp cheers
6) helped out in their campfires
7) talked and bastarded em

hahas
sec 1 camp was truly enjoyable
i bet i made an impact to some of them, like rueben etc etc.

so yeah, cya next time.
STUPID BEE
I HATE YOU

2009-12-31T06:37:00.000-08:00

2009 GOODBYE!
2010, HELLO!

here i am, writing bout both years while time goes on a standstill between both years.
its not every day u'll get "hey its 09, now its 10! hahahaha!"

so yeah,

2009.
2009, u;ve been a wonderful year.
i noe now that this has been the most fruitful years.

i've leanr tthe most painful lessons
learnt the most frutful ones.
ive learned more of my own abilities.'
that i can lead with confidence,
i noe now im not a follower'
im a leader.

i've met new frens
bonded with old ones.
frens who have taught me lessons.
fren's who i adore
frens who adore me
frens who hate me
but at the end of the day
i don;t hate you
i never hate anyone
everyone is my fren

i;ve made achievements
ppl now noe who i am
who i want to be
and who i used ot be

i cannot emphasize how many things seem unimportant to you
but importnant to me
i leanrt how some stuff are more precious than they appear
and some u jus need to let go

i hold on to every single thing i noe of
and i dun easily let go
so, 2009, thank you
for bringing me to a whole new self,

2009 has changed me so much.
i am no longer the boy u knew in 2008, 2007, 2006.
i am no longer
Iskandar "Red"
Iskandar "FreeFlyer"
Iskandar "Pythonz"

I am now the new and improved iskandar "Billy"..

so now, goodbye 2009, and thank you.
you will be missed. and you will be loved.

2010.
2010, i hope you will live up to my expectations.
2009 has grown me into the awesome Iskandar Billy.
i hope u will continue from where she left off.
who noes, some day i may jus shed the name Billy/
and take on some new name of awesomenes.

i resolve.
resolutions are good,
but we need to aim for those to accomplish em.
so here they are.

For 2010.
i want to grow more likeable
i want to improve my soccer skills
i want to improve my physical fitness
i want to have uber grades
i want to bastard less ppl.
i want to be a much much better fren
i want to be more cooler and awesomemer than i already am'
i want to have better jokes and humour.
I WANT TO HAVE THE GIRL OF MY DREAMS BE MINE!!!

i cant think of any more resolutions, so i'll stop here.
so, 2010 here i come.
and 2009, goodbye.

i will miss you 2009. Goodbye.

2009-12-30T05:34:00.000-08:00

YO PPL I'M BACK :D

UTC 09 is finally over. woots.
i rocked, darren rocked, nabil rocked.
everyone rocked.

it was awesome.
for us sec 2s dat is.
damn disappointed with sec 1s.
their didnt show their 101%
now understand my seniors feelings last year.

did alot more work than the bl.
motivated the sec 1s.
paid off in the end. hahas.

DAY 1:
Nothing much.
got to noe each other more.
then it was PT com.
my barrack did:

251 push-ups
301 jumping jacks
321 crunches
333 half-squats.

barrack 2 won us like abit.
ah man

damn im damn lazy to type.
shall cope darren's post wen it comes out.

.
.
.
.
.
.
..

.
.
okay skipped 3 days worth of posts.
no one gonna read anyway.

so,
back to the traditional UTC awards! woohoo.

first up.
Best Trainee! (last year's winner: Darren Tan)
1)Hudson! (claps claps!)
2)(some guy from 2)
3) Daryl! (very hesistant to hit him with water bomb)

next! Best Camper! (last year's winner: Harsh)
1) Iskandar "Billy!" (claps claps claps claps claps claps claps claps claps)
2)Benjamin Chia! (claps claps)
3)Nabil "Billy"! (claps)

next. Winner of Land X!
(drumroll)
Barrack 3!

next. winner of Night Commando!
(drumroll)
Barrack 1! yay!

next. Best Barrack !
(drumroll)
Barrack 2!

last but not least, Best Barrack Leader!
(drumroll)\
For obv reasons, Darren Tan!

there's only one thing stuck in my head.
and here it is.

3 cheers, 3 cheers, 3 cheers for barrack 1! one, 21 gun-JENG JENG!
3cheers, 3 cheers, 3 cheers for barrack 2! (chinese accent) honesty is the best policy!
3cheers, 3 cheers, 3 cheers for barrack 3 boomz!
3cheers, 3 cheers, 3 cheers for barrack 4! cute sia...
3cheers, 3 cheers, 3 cheers for emcees! i cant hear you ~~

2009-12-26T06:08:00.000-08:00

Hi.

Yes dats me with Taufik.

Im his like distant nephew. hahas.

told you all im related.

never believe right?

so here's da photos.

enjoy! :D

2009-12-25T00:54:00.000-08:00

hellos!
Merry Christmas!
jus saw darren's chrismas edition post
think i shud make one too?
to thank all the frens i made.lets go huh?

TO DARREN TAN:
Thank you for being my awesomemest fren
thank you for being a role model to me
thank you for letting me know my limits
thank you for sharing my crazy times
thank you for backing me up when i needed it
thank you for always being there for me when i needed help
thank you for always making me realise i am acknowledged.
thank you for all the fun we had together
thank you for all the laughs we had

TO JADE RIVERA:
thank you for talking with me when i felt like i needed it
thank you for cheering me up
thank you for being a good sport
thank you for being so funny at times
thank you for being the only person who says gdnite/gdmornin to me
thank you for being such a good fren

TO NICHOLAS:
Thank you for being my good fren
thank you for lending me stuff when i needed it
thank you for lending me $20 bucks which i think i havent returned :P sorry
thank you for quitting CO and joinin NP.
thank you for helping me out at my times of need.

TO CALVIN TAN:
Thank you for being such an awesome sport.
thank you for joining in all my carazy times
thank you for being my great homefront fren
thank you for being my nicest subject for bastarding

TO HUI YING:
(1ST! Sorry if all these while i have made you angry or sad or etc etc)
Thank you for being such a sociable fren
Thank you for being my subject of jokes (sorry)
thank you for all the nice photos you took
thank you for u and calvin to be the most active in homefornt
thank you for coming to all our outings
thank you for having alot of fun together,

TO NABIL:
thank you for being my other malay NP fren
thank you for being such a funny and bastard fren
thank you for all the times we bastard each other
thank you for the times we bastard each other
thank you for being my partner in bastarding
thank you for all the times ou make me laugh with your big ego

TO MUZAFAR:
thank you for being such a good fren
thank you for making me know my limits
thank you for going out with me when i;m bored
thank you for all the times we went out together

TO MUSTAQIM:
Thank you for all the times you helped me out
thank you for all the it stuff you told me
thank you for helping me organise stuff
thank you for being there when i asked
thank you for helping my mum sometimes
thank you for ur nice talking in front of parents

TO CHRISTOPHER TAN:
Thank you for being my enthu squadmate
thank you for all the times we helped each other out
thank you for always going to special events with me
thank you for all the np fun we had
thank you for the honour and glory we shared
thank you for being my first nicest sec sch fren

TO MATTHEW:
thank you for being my funny fren
thank you for being such a great friend.
thank you for helping me out in NP times
(sad you leaving for IP)

TO BHARAT:
Thank you for all the times we argued
thank you for being my funny squadmate
thank you for the times you helped our squad out
thank you for all the jokes you had
thank you for showing me all the stuff you did
thank you for being our enthu squadmate

TO SYAFIQAH:
thank you for studying with me in the linrary
thank you for teaching me science and math stuff
thank you for all the funniness and randomness you had
thank you for talking with me when i was bored
thank you for being a fren

TO AYESHA:
thank you for my first correspondent from ATC
thank you for all the jokes and randomness you had.
thank you for being a fren.

okay thats all i can think of.
remind me if theres more.
Merry Christmas and thank you everyone!

2009-12-24T00:41:00.000-08:00

"Life is like standing under a lemon tree. Sometimes the lemons fall into ur hands. Sometimes u hav to climb up th tree. Sometimes they fall on ur head. And sometimes the lemons that fall on your head are rotten"
-Anon

Hey.

Somehow life is always unfair.
Muz needs space.
And i respect that.
I jus envy all the "cheering up" he gets.
I dun get these/
No one gives a damn bout my problems.
Except her :) of course.

haiz.
well.
i dunno if he's gonna ignore me or treat me as an invisible wall.
but nvrm
hopefullly that stupid rumour would die out.
and i'll be left alone.
with some good frens to back me up
while i make some nice quotes :D

2009-12-23T06:30:00.000-08:00

"Friends are like war. There are back-ups (always wanted) . there are your trusted men (always there ). there are your supply men (always needed) and then there are the spies who stab you in the back,"
-Anon

Well, i've jus released some of my anger.
I dun even noe who take guy anymore.
Emo-ness has overwhelmed him.
And he's turned into the guy i feared he would become.

Well i noe my true frens.
Darren
Jade
Nicholas
Mus
Nabz
Hui Ying
Calvin
Xavi
Pk
Derek
Yong Xiang
Chris
Benja
Darr Ho
Keeve
Bharat
Hashif
Alimm
Amirush
Danial
Rifqi

And all the rest who made my day.
So Muz, i bet ur not gonna talk to me or smth anymore.
but im jus gonna say i was sorry for all the times
i try to calm u down.
so yeah
goodbye Muz
it was nice meeting you.

2009-12-23T05:52:00.001-08:00

Hello ppl.
Jus felt damn disappointed dats all.
Im here to post about this fren of mine.
Well, i cant really call him a fren anymore.

This post is to Muzafar.
Yeah i call you a hypocrite.
Why?
coz wen i gt probs, or say smth, u tell me chill
wen u gt probs, and i sincerely tell u chill, u angry and spread rumours about me.

WHAT KIND OF AN FUCKING FREN ARE YOU.
WAD DID I DO TO YOU?
ALL THESE TIME I SPENT WITH YU, TRYING TO FREAKIN UNDERSTAND YOU, MAKE YOU FELL BETTER.
ALL FOR WAD?
JUS SO DAT JUS COZ U GOT A FUCKIN PROB WITH ME, U CAN SPREAD BAD STUFF ABOUT ME, JUS DISS ME OFF LIKE I'M SOME FUCKING PILE OF RUBBISH?

I DON'T EVEN FUCKIN NOE U
U'VE NEVER SEEN ME ANGRY

u gt probs?
U THINK WE DON'T CARE?
WHY ELSE WOULD WE TELL U TO FCKIN CHILL
THERE MILLIONS OF PPL IN THE WORLD WITH PROBS.

WAD MAKES YOU SO SPECIAL?
WAD MAKES YOU THE ONLY ONE WHO NEEDS AN ANGER OUTLET?
U THINK I DUN NEED?
I'VE NEVER HAD A FUCKIN OUTLET

I DUN HAV FRENS TO LISTEN TO ME
I DUN HAV SIBLINGS TO LISTEN TO ME
I DUN HAV PARENTS TO LISTEN TO ME
AND NO ONE IN THIS WHOLE FUCKING WORLD GIVES A DAMN BOUT MY PROBLEMS.

AND YOU KNOW WADS WORSE?
COZ IM SITTING HERE, TIRED, IN PAIN AND ALL STRESSED OUT, HAVING PROBLEM BUT DEALING EM ON MY OWN

AND THERE YOU ARE, SITTING THERE AND ASKING FOR THE WORLD'S PITY. THERE YOU ARE, SPREADING STUPID EVIDENTLESS RUMOURS, SPREADING MY UNFAME AND UNPOPULARITY.

MY WHOLE LIFE I'VE GOT PROBS, BUT NO ONE IN THIS WHOLE FUCKING WORLD GIVES A FUCKIN DAMN.

BUT WHY SHOULD YOU CARE? ITS NOT UR RUMOURS. ITS MINE
AND I HAVE TO FUCKING COPE WITH THIS FUCKING PROBLEM MYSELF.

AND EVERYDAY U SEE ME HAPPY.
WEN ALL THIS IS EATING ME FROM THE INSIDE
SO FINE, SPREAD THESE RUMOURS TO YOUR FRENS
LET ME HERE COPE WITH MY OWN PROBS MYSELF.

So Muz, now ur happy rite? Dat im here suffering from probs. u'r happy dat there are other ppl suffering too rite?
I was thinking of apologizing for disturbing u, but i saw ur post.
i dun even noe who you are.
I tot u were my fren,
i tot i was urs.
but i was wrong.

2009-12-22T01:46:00.000-08:00

"Sometimes, admitting your love is like taking a shot. Its now or never."
-Anon

Helo.
Been a tough week.
very stressfull and tiring.
woke up today damn tired.
and the 130+ push-ups today didn't even help.

well first things first.
My BLOODY HANDPHONE ISNT WORKING AGAIN!!!
yeah. can still use it and all,
but can't receive and send sms.
shit.

today woke up at 6.
went to sch.
aw damn im lazy to say my whole day.\
instead i'll just say some things.
and my bloody sore throat is bloody annoying.
shouted at a few sec 1s.
engouraged em
taught em
took punishments for em
yeah well, basically im doin a much beter job than the bls.
so yeah.
veh tired now.
my bloody body is aching
and my sore throat is annoying.

2009-12-20T05:40:00.000-08:00

"Aim for Awesomeness!"

-Iskandar "Billy" Shah

POKEMON CARDS!

yeah i noe its lame but i din noe wad else to do, so yeah, enjoy! If u wan me to make one, tag yeah.

2009-12-19T05:13:00.000-08:00

" What is bitter to endure is sweet to remember"
-Yam FuZhi.

Hey there.
no plans on posting bout the bbq.
chris did a bad job in it anyway.
yeah so this week full of surprises.

1)
dropped the thongs at the bbq.
quicly try to pick it up.
my finger got slashed on the inside of it.
blood poured out like crazy.
you shud see the bloodied tissues.

2)
Darren nvr come for np trainin.
wow,
Nabil and WEI ZHANG joined campcraft.
holy shitz.
okay well np trainin was quite slack.
half the day learned gin lash or smth.
then revised on the knots and lashes.

THEN
2nd half of the day
did pegging.
only did second round....
wen suddenly i lost my concentration...
my peg flew wrongly...
and in the end i pegged my finger.
the SAME FINGER THAT GOT CUT.
the skin tore off my finger.
as usual, blood poured out,
i pity the uncle cleaning the 3rd floor toilet.

so yeah.
my finger now has a deep cut,
amd a bleeding tear, which is covered by two blood cots.
nice.

so yeah.
keeve can't peg coz he "almost dislocated his arm"
jia pang cut his finger.
wei zhang's gonna mess up da whole team.
bastarded him a lot.
hahas.

2009-12-17T09:01:00.000-08:00

"Do you no wads worth fighting for?
When its not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away?
And u feel urself suffocating?"
-21 Guns (Green Day)

well 2day was uber fun.
small turnout.
only 6 came at first.
den 4 came aftrwards.
she never come :(
nvr reply my sms. :(

k met calvin and huiying at tamp mall.
darren tao me say go c doctor.
me and them go tamp arcade.
watch hui ying play parapara XD
so funny!
shud upload da vid wen i free.
hahas.
then play more games, huiying own highscores.
then go eat at macs.
met darren
didnt look okay
ate, talked, laughed,
headed to pasir ris.
uh.
so many things to say.
so little time.
well, i say next time kay?
cya.

2009-12-16T07:39:00.000-08:00

"Everyday I got you on my mind
I just keep ...You got me trippin'
Because I want you back and you don't know
But if you gave me a chance then maybe we'll find romance
Come on tell me are you ready to go?"
-Everyday (5ive)

The Mus Mud Gang (MMG)
Together, we conquer all.

Hey.
Just came back frm Nic's bdae.
if u seein this Nic (i doubt u will)
HAPPY 14TH!
My man is 14 today.
hahas.
well, enjoy ur last hour of ur bdae Nic.
well had fun at his bdae.

Reached at 2.30pm
met mus.
played com games.
Chat on Omegle (ohohoh)
yeah it was damn fun.
played soccer and basketball
(realised my soccer skills hav improved,
and dat darren is good at basketball.
his aiming not dat good tho)
so yeah.
played till dark,
didnt wear my new canvas shoes while playing.
had nice bbqs.
and yeah.
took darren's dad's pickup home.
sat outside with KH.
enjoyed the scenery.
its was cool. hahas.
so yeah, gonna head off
to OMEGLE hahas.
and gonna cs abit,
byez.

2009-12-13T05:55:00.000-08:00

"I don't care what you might think about me
You'll get by without me if you want
Well,I could be the one to take you home
Baby we could rock the night alone."
-Geek In the Pink (Jason Mraz)

hey.
Nic's bdae in 3 days.
Chalet in 4 days.
Bro's bdae party in 7 days.
nice one.
in between?
Np trainins
to add things?
campcraft trainin.

im uber happy to be in campcraft team.
hopefully can ~~crush and pund and powder the other teams to dust and step over them, spit on them and laugh like shit!~~ can win this year. ssrsly.

seniors ask me who nt in campcraft.
named the usual ppl.
nabil, ramesh, sanjeev etc etc.
then.
heard em converse.

Ilyasa: "Shit lah. i need ppl for NPAP"
Keith : "Must take all the good ones u noe. all the ones good in drills"
Ilyasa: "but all of them in campcraft"
(both of them look at me. i stare back)
Keith : "They can manage one lah.
Monday, wednesday,friday campcraft training.
Tuesday and thrusday npap lah."

I was like-
WTF?

they gonna work us like shit man.
jus coz we damn good (no,srsly)
Everyday gt trainin for diff stuff?
wat the shit man.
if all campcraft okay.
woah but this?

Eh bt srsly, i'll be damn thrilled if i go both.
get trophy for campcraft = glory
go for npap = honour

srsly fits my squad's motto : For honour and for glory.
hahaz.
well gotta go.
still got com stuff to handle.
and LOADS of stuff to organise.

2009-12-11T23:45:00.000-08:00

Hi.
I think im gonna post.
well lets not post bout Homefront and ATC outin,.
its was fun yeah.
did the same thing for both days.
but only diff ppl.
well, check darren's blog for detail's ye?

Well, yeah ystrday was our meeting again.
only 5 turned up.
we gonna postpone games day.
obv cant make it 2moro.
So yeah we had alot of time discussing.
going HERE and going THERE.
(cant say here, the participants might see)

yeah had arguements bout stuff, me having real anger throws.
\damn, its really hard being damn angry and having no outlet.
it eats on the inside.
but well, i try to cover up, and be cheerful again.
then they so nice go count the stuff.
turned out my original counting was way off.
but do one man against four quite close eh.
so yeah i hope this event really goes thru smoothly.
would really bring me and darren's morale sky high.
"CAMPER'S HOW HIGH IS YOUR MORALE?"
"SKY HIGH, SENIOR!"
hahas, brings back veloci-t memories.
the ultimate leadership camp.
learnt how to be an awesome leader.
how to lead, how to make followers follow
how to lead wifout aggression and smoothness.
well, i tried applying wad i learnt.
but, well, u noe. things always never go the way i want.
so yeah.
really wish games day 09 goes smoothly.
me and darren's biggest project yet.
and then.
theres still

Games Day 2010 :D:D:D
hahaz.

2009-12-08T08:46:00.000-08:00

Hey.
My com's finally fixed!
woots~ shud hold a party,
wifout internet for wad, a month?
and some ppl complain bout 5 days....
kay.

My new hairstyle rox!!! woots
so far this weeek damn fun.
1)Tiny homefront outing
2)Tiny ATC outing (bigger than the previous one anyway).

so first,
homefront outin.
didnt expect alot of attendance.
turned out was rite.
only 4 came (hooray..)
but it was damn fun.
Me, darren, calvin & huiying.

First, met em at tanah merah interchange.
took 2.15 shuttle bus to nsrcc.
reached there, took our shoe sizes.
eveyone gt 7 (-_-)
eh u noe wad?
im damn lazy to post now.
gona post 2moro.
bye.

GAMES DAY COUNTDOWN: 5

2009-11-30T22:43:00.000-08:00

hi.
ive been wifout a com for like 4 weeks now.
yup, cut off from the electrical world.
lucky i still hav my hp.

came bak from veloci-t last week.
the uber leadership camp.
veloci-t stands for victorian enhanced leadership and outdoor camp instructer training.
yup. 5 days full of fun, exhaustion, crapponess and fruitfulness.
everyone form my mighty bear tribe remmembers grapes.
hahas.
for full details, see my book that im writing bout veloci-t.
still thyinking of the title. hahas.

anyways.
came bak.
continued discussions bout games day 09.
me and darren chionged 2 days of planning and covered a years discussion in 2 days.
woots. we rock.
yeah the games day gonna be awesome.
aftr dat, still gt homefront and atc outin to organise.
then my younger bro's bdae party
lot of work.
spcially games day.

kay.
at darren hse usin com.
aftr dat no usin com.
haiz.
kay.
bye ppl.
happy bdae bro.

2009-11-10T00:58:00.000-08:00

Haiz.
No computer.
No handphone.
Its hell.
I cant see wads happening online.
I cant noe wads happening arnd me.
And im feeling so confused.
Haiz.
So many probs.
So little time.
If ony theres a person who could listen to me.
Haiz,

hahas.
Darren, stop tellin me to do it.
I'll do it wen im ready.
i doubt she likes me in the first place.
If she does, will i ask?
I noe i like her.
I dunno if she likes me.
I will immediately accept if she asks.
Bt fate says i mus ask first?
Haiz.....

Okay scratch those stuff.
been so bored these few days.
Aftr november then can enjoy :(
haiz.
kay ppl if i dun reply ur smses, its coz my line got cut.
Kay? Dun angry kay?

2009-11-02T22:04:00.000-08:00

hey peeps.
Haven update for a long time,
My home computer still dead.
Gonna wait till i saved nuff money,
gonna send for repairs or buy a new computer!

Kayz.
been at Homefront Ambassador camp for 4 days.
i bloody miss it.
Its 100x better than ATC.
I miss my fans ;(
I miss the nice people ;(
I miss the funny and cool maams and sirs
I miss enjoyin enthuness and outgoingness.

hahaz
nvrm theres still the internet, and sms
can communicate wif em :)
I heard i was uber popular at the camp
i wonder why.....
Haha
maybe its coz of my name?
Billy.
I wonder why people like calling it.
Like ppl like collin, chris, calvin, fathur, chanel,. atiqah, muhammad and hudson and etc etc
hahaz.
i damn enjoyed the camp.
wif so many ppl wantin to noe me
(partly coz of chris and hudson's efforts in spreading bout me. LOL)

Wif my buddy Darren beside me, I was unstoppable.
I was Incredible leader.
I was the source of fun and laughter.
HAHAZ.

Kay,
Aftr the camp.
So many ppl ask 4 my email&number,
ask me take fotos wif em.
etc etc.
hahaz
if ur seeing this, Hi Jade!
hahahaha
new fren, new experiances,
wad a time.
hahaz.

i owe the awesome and smooth movement of the animation to Darren.
The awesome stage set-ups o chris,
the nice assistance from yong xiang
and to hudson who kept our spirits up.

Thx guys!

I end this off by sayin thx to all those who acknowledged me as a fantastic leader and a fun fren,
Thx!]hahaz
Hi Jade!

2009-10-24T01:14:00.000-07:00

Hey ppl.
Had a damn fun week. A nice Boomz week.
Flashback.

<<<<<<<<
Monday.
Okay.
Didnt really want to go.
Wanted study.
But u noe, things ii do for frens.
Haiz.
Soi i follow bowling.
Eh wait, havent i posted bout this?
Kay, scratch this,

<<<<<<
Tuesday.Damn.
Shit man, i totally forgot my peribahasa.
Damn.,
Kay aftr exam.
Everyone screaming, shouting, like 5 year old hysterical girls.,
Then went Kallang Leisure Park,
Spammed 5 rounds.
CHris won one round out of luck.
Rui Yu powerhouse sia.
Ahmad was lucky.
Kay.
Aftr dat, took a LONG LONG bus ride home.
Sleepy.

<<<<<<<<
Wednesday.
Went prez hunting wif my best bud. Darren.
Reached mrt.
Stonned there thinking where to go.
Sms random ppl where to go.
In the end.Quick tour of pasir ris.
Nothing there.
Then went tamp.
Yeah.
Found some stuff/.
Like bracelets, etc etc.
Nothing really.
Coz we finding stuff for girls.
(U noe how hard dat is????)
Kay,
Then met syafiqah and ayesha.
In the end.
aftr getting lost at basement floor (LOLz)
we bought them some Body shop things.
Syafiqah bought some pimple\blemish cream
Ayesha bought perfume.

Then.
Pink nails. Dammiit.
Wtf sia., Im so innocent. Why me?
Then.
Garlic Hair XD
Kay shall not elaborate.
Dun wan to get killed (literally)

Then ate macs.
Budget Meal FTW!
yeah.
Yeah.
went home

P.s. my handsome coool older bro working at century square popeye., Find him!
He doesnt look like me. But is jus as cool.

<<<<
Thursday.,
Did nothing.
Nothing at home
No comp, psp with younger bro, noone free to do smth.
I was literally bored to death.
Lucky gt bicycle deck to keep me company :P
Hadi say shuud save money for new Arcaine Deck.
gonna buy dat one :P

<<
Friday.
Ultimate Frisbee!
My class got 2nd.
Damn.
Those 2D ~~losers~~ people won.
If they had subbed me in sooner, we cld hav won!
hahaz.
Nvrm, shall own em in soccer,
kay,
then went smbahyang jumaat at some masjid in eunos.
long bus ride back.
NP only 6 ppl came wtf~!
But our drills uber nice.,
ICs praise us.
yeah.
then discussed ROD,
My wires saved the day.
yeah.

kay now im in pasir ris library,
gonna head off to my gran's house soon.
jus gonna savour the internet b4 i go.
adious ppl!

p.s. 2nd ATC outing and Games Day 09 soon!
And homefront in less than one week!

Kay ciao ppl.

2009-10-19T03:13:00.000-07:00

kay 2day was fun.
woke up at 8.
Bro starts working today! :D
Means more money for me :D
Means more bowling! :D
And yes, bowling is absolutely and truely a sport.

Kay aftr dat.
Go cope 20 bucks frm my raya money.
Met hakim at mrt.
Followed him buy macaroni and sayur.
The followed him to his house.
reach there, I nvr even go him.
But his mum giv me raya money :P
Yay.
4 bucks = one xtra game ! :P
Then went pasir ris.
Library not yet open
Went macs.
Studied there,'
I bought one budget meal
then walked arnd.
then took mrt to tanah merah,.

met ayesha there.
then met syaf.
then took shuttle bus =.=
(getting boring rite?)
Then we spammed 3rounds!
had to call darren for some stuff
Thx bro, U da man!
Then syaf and ayesha blanja me one xtra gamer :P
woots,
Thx girls.
I won 3 rounds out of 4.
yay.
that one round everyone gopt lucky cept me.
the rest coz i pro. :DDDD

Yeahs.
Not at pasir ris again/
Slacking wif hadi suhair adli hakim.
Gona go bowling and movie 2moro for class outing woots.
best thing is, pay 10 bucks ony!
Wooooots.
then nxt week,
gonna play bowling again,
woooots.
then gt inter-relative bolwing comp
wooooots.

hahaz
kay.
on wed
me and darren gonna go prez hunting for syaf''s and ayesha's prezs.
wad good bros are we.
hehez.
hakim say wanna follow,
hahaz.

kay.
dats all.
gona go tamp l8r visit my bro
he waiter at popeye.
wanna see him>?
look for the handsome cool guy like me.
U'll find my bro
hahaz/

kay bye.

2009-10-15T19:31:00.000-07:00

Yo ppl.
My com still dead shit.
Cant post at home.
Now in sch.
Mayb gg pasir ris later.
Damn, i need top-up my acc.
Gonna follow muz to bishan
take his 3rd lang result.

Kay.
Cant spam cs :(
Anywy, Matthew urging me for the ATC outin.
I tell him i dunno make not.
Then he askin who gg.
I tell him i dunno make not.
Haizzz....
if i do make, who's gonna come?
Im betting 0yup.

Kay,
Stll need to work on Games Day 09.
Haizz.
Gonna spam bowling and pool and soccer and all sorts of crap this hols.'
hang out with the cool peoople, play cool stuff.
shit man,'
ppl still studyin.
I needa relax.
hahaz.

So many things to do.

1) Train for annual cross-country
2) prepare for Homefront competition(im not gonna lose!)
3) Organise Games Day 09!~ QUICK!!!!
4) organise 2nd ATC outin. Maybe. Mostly not. (Matt go make urself.)
5) Train bowling skills for inter-relative bowling competition.

Haiz. So little time in a tight schedule. So many things to do.
Hmmmmzzz (muz's word).
Maybe i shud make the ATC outin bowling again?
Hahaz then can train my bowling "skillz'.
Hm. I needa run somewhere.
So can train my cross-country?
Games day organisation.
Must srsly organise the thing/
deadline going nearer and nearer.

haiizzzzzzz.
i wanna train, but i wanna someone to follow.
darren?
weekends not free :(
ATC outin i scared bad turnout again. Extend to ther grp? hammmzzz.

kay ppl. Im srsly damn confused now. With rumour surrounding me.
If anyone wanna follow me train, suggest ideas, or wanna organise the outings,
sms me, or tag.
but i rather sms.
Dun bother email me. My com's dead.

So, wanna follow, suggest or cnfrm attendance, sms me.
My number?
Ask anyone i noe.
Kay.
I srsly cnfused.